cynthia's blog.. part2!!

2006-12-21T11:28:00.000+08:00

here i introduce my 3rd and 4th blog. you can navigate the blogs from here.

my blog posts goes from running order.

after the 3rd blog is then the 4th blog.

here is my 3rd blog
xia0moon.blogspot.com

chocoangelic.blogspot.com

2006-09-17T19:42:00.000+08:00

deres a part 3 of my blog.
1st blog is the cynthiaforever.blogspot de.
den dis one is the second blog..
3rd one currently is a secret. =)

u wont be able to find it on google search anyway =)

byebye my second blog. hit 130 posts liao! XD..
moving on.. got a few reasons la.. one cos dis blog so full can lag de! XD
2nd reason cos yala.. -its over.. the end of everything..

till den..
if u can find my other blog hor.. u're one lucky person. XD..
*p.s. my close friends hu wan my blog add ask me ba.. but dun link at yur blogs or tell anyone. =)

2006-09-16T21:55:00.000+08:00

I thought I saw a man brought to life
He was warm, he came around like he was dignified
He showed me what it was to cry
Well you couldnt be that man I adored
You dont seem to know, dont seem to care what your heart is for
But I dont know him anymore
Theres nothing where he used to lie
My conversation has run dry
Thats whats going on, nothings fine Im torn

Im all out of faith, this is how I feel
Im cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
Im wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
Youre a little late, Im already torn

So I guess the fortune tellers right
Should have seen just what was there and not some holy light
To crawl beneath my veins and now
I dont care, I have no luck, I dont miss it all that much
Theres just so many things that I cant touch, Im torn

Im all out of faith, this is how I feel
Im cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
Im wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
Youre a little late, Im already torn. torn.

Theres nothing where he used to lie
My inspiration has run dry
Thats whats going on, nothings right, Im torn

Im all out of faith, this is how I feel
Im cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
Im wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
Im all out of faith, this is how I feel
Im cold and Im ashamed bound and broken on the floor
Youre a little late, Im already torn.

-torn (by Natalie Imbruglia)

2006-09-16T20:16:00.000+08:00

MY LIFE SUCK!!!!!!!!!!!

T.T.. why have to be like dis de..
morning hao hao de.. den suddenly he scolded me..?

he wan me all by himself. i noe dat.. but den.. have some space for my other friends oso canot?
cannot evern give some space to me?
cannot evern remember those past memories of ppl i love?
why canot?
why!!

den i shouldnt have tell him la.
den i should keep quiet.
den i shuldnt have told him anything.

everytime i wan talk to him must remember wad things to say
wad things not to say de.
say wrong thing will make him angry.
say wad im feelin oso will make him angry.

so tired leh me.
why likedat de.
when i put =) at him he oso angry.
why so stressful de..

other ppl i talk anything dey care de lor.
dey will understand me de.
and u doesnt.
u dont understand me one bit.

at all.

sometimes i wish i never had chosen this path.
i wish u were still my friend.
but forever, normal friends.

the end.

2006-09-15T20:38:00.000+08:00

yesterday no mood post lar. =x
to summarise...

THURSDAY
- geog we got the easiest model to make. wakakaa.. just nid to cut rectangle. other ppl nid to make model of hills de. zahahah..

-FONG WORE PINK ON THURSDAY. zomg!!! cheryl so lucky got caught in my camera..
another 2 whole periods of crap talking.. but still, the chapter is finshed up.
-english we got to do compo.. >.> my mind blank lar. den anyhow make up stupid story.
-maths.. zzzzzz...
-art.. fendy thank you hor. if no u.. i die le. =)) anyways, i took so long to SHADE only FOUR!! other ppl stylised le!! arghh!!!
-after sch met him.. >.<... the hug u gave me was the best.. can feel yur warmth in u.. end off the day with, i nv study alot lar. must nug today.

FRIDAY..

kaos. jasmine go school only on 11 oclock. ARGGhh.. so lucky de!! i have to lug the np stuff to school MY OWN!!! ARRGGh full u+pt kit+ shoes ARGhhh!!! reach sch i found a ton of homework.. CHINESE. she go talk for 40min give us only lik 25min to DO CHINESE COMPO. siao ar. hate her lor. den she go out say, "u ppl beter hand in after sch. or zeroo.." diao!! hu ask her talk so long de. let us do we can do finish de lor!! evil woman. history.. bleahh.. still stuck on seperation of singapre/malaysia. english.. my last spelling gort 3 wrong. aiyah hu ask dem make so hard de!!! T.T science.. (bio..?).. did experiment again.. fun lar. =x.. after sch went back class.. compo i ask fendy help me write conclusion he go give yinglin write. evil sia.. after dat joel n fendy were comparing heights.. dey about same height la. fendy a bit (1cm ba..) taller nia. still wan act pro. -_-.. yalar. fendy ar. ty so much give me ideas. i forgot about puting it on my blog de. u clever clever boy.. muahahah.
this is, joel and fendy. NOTICE fendy won joel by hair.

npcc gort pt la. sian. -_-.. cos of the stupid rain, (i wan sleep leh..... T.T) we have to do pt indoors.
and the only way, is to run WITH stairs. arrghh..
after dat muster parade. wait so long for everyone to get ready =( angry lar! hu wan wait 15min for ppl to get ready lor. (joaniex, dun get too over angry!! XD i noe la, but shes our IC +and eng tcher, canot say bad things about her =x)
guess wad. our campcraft badge didnt come cos its OUT OF STOCK. ARGGH!!!
later on is drills.. kao.. i pass baton den den throw de baton to me den everyone tot i drop baton lor. framers. sadistic ppl de la!!! T.T...
den drils very fast end..
den go home lor...

zzz.. so boring now.. actually dun dare bother him cos he looks busy.. but when i type dat sentence he say hi to me. complicating lar. dun nid understand.

i wana mug (and play.. both la) today!! =x
p.s. fendy ar.. rmbr ar tmr ar, S.S. texttbook test! (and no, chap1 no nid learn.. make me study lor. grr..... chap 2 n seperationn tested nia!! ARGH.)

the end =)

P.P.S.

my dogie is sho cute =).. pose for me somemore to take foto =)

2006-09-13T21:00:00.000+08:00

aww..
wednesday over le.
siigh.

morning gt maths..
wa, sleeping again

PE ar. mr lim tell us play badminton.
play with joan n memorise drills same time. lol.....

lit.. ms chong so sweet. gave us a list of questions to take note of.

bio ar..
1st part no nid say la.. guys so enthu.. -_-
2nd part we get to eat rice! lol.. o.O

after dat gt IT.. used the piggy the froggie the elephant to make a stuffed toy play.
i forgot to bring my hp to sch la. zzzz.... y of all days today

the legend sort of so-so done le den we go 2b dere. for ipw final presentation.
yea.. mrs VALERIE tan dere. ++ one tcher forgot name but she very sweet.

floury-gourment group rocks! ^^ joanie ty hor. let us eat.. ^^
dey did very well. 2c rocks. (:
the guys ar. touch touch the food den throw back in.. -_-..

our group didnt screw up! which is good. (:
can pass de la. jiayou jiayou jiayou! >.<...

dere is 3 UBIN groups in the class.
so much competition leh.
but den yala, in the end jamie n rachel still think ours best.
which is good. we get higher marks. lol...

anyways,, after ipw den went down the chicken rice stall auntie n uncle so kind let us use the wok the oil, and lastly their stall.

the flourygourmet (gals) group went on frying.
ty so much for your ''in-yet-outs''! prego pasta very nice >.<
after dat took pics with jamie n rachel n the piggie and the elephant (dat we used for ipw la)..
next time put the pictures for u ba. wait till jamie posts. =x

after dat went home, companied by rachel half the way.
waved at mrs tan (shes so sweet... ^^)..

home i fell on my bed den sleep.
i slacker T.T

**i very scared u fall into wrong hands of the weird ppl dat u duno leh.
dun make me worried..T.T
yur grndfather ok not. dan xin si le.. T.T...
feel happy today can hear yur voice.. ><

the end ba..

2006-09-12T20:29:00.000+08:00

haish. finally mt tuesday is over OVER overoverover..

today ppl see me post are lucky.
cos photoblogging today. =)) thank me hor! i actually took time to go put up the pics. =))

maths ar.. another round of sleeping.. zzz... calculate how to measure the total surface area den sleep in class. and is really sleep de lor. malu myself.. >.<... english ar.. did our 2nd round presentation. screwed up.. yushan ar, say "turn into rock" become "turn into frog".. aiyoyoyo.. >.>...

lit we used ALL the time to see kaiweis, joels, seans, alex, linyis group.
dey took 30min go do their presentation leh! (allowed 10min only...).. pro-ed sia..
jamie n rachel ar. make some PLAN X go bully me T.T

(P.S. i picked it up from rachel after school..)

so evil lor. plan so well de. =x

science. FREE-period! no mr how to face. woohoo. =)

look at my pretty make-up!! LOL, see it on my hand too many times le..
fake one de lar. wan learn from me come to me i teach u how make fake cut. LOL..
(preston, dun angry can. dis one really fake de. i use jamie n rachel de marker and huiwen's glue to make de.)

took foto of fendy!! so furni lor.
(p.s. fendy, dun go scold me lor. dis one i upload picture cos i wan the photo of JERMAINE. not u =x)

after playing with all this marker thingy den study a bit science..

CE so boring!! =((
the guys make so much noise. -_-... bully mrs tan de.
we learn how to show appreciation to others...
the guys go shout out sarcastic "appreciation" to some ppl in class. meanies de.

history got back my history project marks.. got 18.5!! so happy!! =)).. good enouf lar. i dunwan so high dunwan so low.

maths ws period most boring. do the ws wan sleep again..

after sch went to do ipw in com lab..
aiyah den because too noisy we go 2B dere practice. shout across the classroom. =)

i ponned np, also because of ipw. IPW ok!! =((

den after ipw went to parkway with jamie n rach.. (yushan n cheryl oso :P)..
went to buy some cakes in the lil bakery in katong shoping centre..
the apple pie so nice. =) aiyah, everything dere so nice. lol.

walked to parkway.. yushan n cheryl finding us lol..
ate at kfc den yushan cheryl go le..
den we 3 go buy jamie's brother bdae present.

we down dere waste so much time LOL..
jamie arh, supposed to know wad her bro likes de, in the end spoil his surprise by callin him and ask wad toy he wan. =x

urh.. cheers. =).. rachel n me so lame go play with the puppet..

at 1st only see one pluto de. very cute hor.

two plutos! so cute!! <3...

aiyah i very stupid de la. =).. rachel so cute. =))

anyways,, jamie got her brother his toy.. den we went home.. jamie zzz, wan take bus home..
den me n rachel walked home from parkway.. walking is so much more fun lor! =))

back at home..
i slack like hell lar. my exams coming le!! T.T..

the end today ba =x..

((when u say baobei dat time i very happy.. duno y..
feel so happy just seeing u online de lor. so happy so happy.
i feel so lucky.. to have u. =)

2006-09-11T18:57:00.000+08:00

official opening of schoool!
*pow pow pow!* where are the firecrackers..?

someone must give me a prize for waking up the entire household every school day.
as for a experienced human clock, i can say, alot alot ALOT of energy is needed.
and to think i slept at 2 yesterday and everyone else slept at 11. -_-""..
deep sleepers lar. look at me. i dun even noe how to sleep lor.
any0one got suggestions tell me larh.

ITS SO HARD TO SLEEP WHEN U NEED TO SLEEP.

school ar. rush the maths homework like mad. i miss rachel n jamie so much! =))
guess wad, rachel now took over the place of jamie as treasurer! (jamie u lucky girl. zzz.. look at me, nid to suffer another 1 term.. )
mondays ar. so hot at assembly de. tie+pe shirt under+ blouse.. zzz...
i too much things to say ler cos start of term..
and for a start, the 1st 4 girls no nid to do duty forever. *cheers..*
maths so many work to rush.. T.T
PE got to slack! (aiyo, me n rachel wishing balbinder go OBS with the sec3s...) but nvm lar. slack PE. today, we are inpecting GRASS. another werido bio lesson from our pe teacher.
music i sleep thru lor. 25 minute revise on some music notes.. aiyah, can get full marks de. sleeping in class seh..
chem.. did changing matter dat chapter. boring...
(i STILL cant believe we going to do FIVE science papers sia!! den the other clases only nid to do ONE. UNFAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!)
english.. we got scolding for not bringing thumbdrive. but ms chong nv tell us bring we bring for wad de!!! zzz.. all the other group presentation all boring de.
i tried making fendy laugh during his presentation by laughing at him.. he nid to force himself not to laugh lor. furny sia... din noe he will look at me de. lol.. i canot believe fendy's WHOLE group can memorise all the script. aah!!! stress on my group T.T
chinese. sit dere draw draw draw. nothing de lar.
rachel and her growing vine. she says the more fong talks, the more the vine grow. cute =)
it rained so heavily!! in class i was wundering whether the rain will stop.. T.T..
for IPW, which is super important.. we had to go library. we got scolded for talking. so evil leh. project work supposed to talk de lor. evil librarian.
went to rachel's house later to do the ipw.. walk halfway suddenly big rain AGAIN. hide under jamie's umbrella. i helped rachel n jamie hold umbrella until dey run away from me =x.. so evil sia. how can say i fail my umbrella holding test de when i help u hold =x.. jkjk.
andrew was sleeping!! so sweet!..
we ate porridge for lunch.. yushan put so much soya sause =x..
after dat do project, see tv when halfway doing the powerpoint.. (donald duck so cute!! >.<..).. after everything den every1 go home, jamie n rach go tution..

i cant believe he actually waited for me >.<.. wait for me all the way until ipw finish.
get to hold his hand again.. very happy le lar. i like the feeling of standing so close to him. feel very secure. and i like the way he hug me!! >.<..
and to say out loud.. i very happy to be with u.
the end of today! =)

2006-09-10T22:37:00.000+08:00

see!! so sweet lor!! i finally was able to no1, go into ohana's forums again. *siigh.*
and also, i managed to change the theme of my firefox. now so pink and sweet!! ^^

alot of things happened..
today i stayed at home.. do nth.. i slept 13 hours straight from night to afternoon, den afternoon nap 3-4 hours. seh, i wunder tmr how.. i sure will sleep in class de. or sleep after school.

guess wad!! i actually believed that the bad luck will be gone by tmr. and i know it will.
i love you preston. =) u were the one hu waited for me.. until 9days passed. u were the one hu i hurt most in my life. but u still waited. >.<..
i feel so happy today!!! (reason is, i finally get to get back together with him. he understands me.. totally.) i dunwan suicide le. =) i dunwan leave him ler. i dunwan.

tmr got school. sian!! T.T my holidays.. officially end. but im happy it ended too. heheh.
not because i wan school lar.

my father un-banned me from the com le. happy so happy so happy yappy happy. =)

i dunwan go school tmr.
wan pas forward until after school. >.<...

2006-09-09T18:26:00.000+08:00

siigh..
yesterday my computer got confiscated so nv post..
lol..
the whole day sit in front of tv only sia.. lol...
guess wad, my sister started getting interested to make brownies.
heheh, went out (finally in so many days........) and got the ingredients ourselves..
hah, i guess my oven could not take the heat =x..
still, it was as good as the ones me jamie n rachel made together. =)
and i hope my sister can make for me next time with me sitting dere and slack. lol..

today..
lol... my father have to come pick on me. so evil.. =(
anyways;; went to kayak. fun =))..
my father dun care about wad out of bounds area (which, he know cant go de, but he still bring us in).. so fun dere. got to go all the way until the dead ends and see the fishes..
the super big tarapin so cute =x..
my smaler sister's foot got bit by a fish. lol... but not pain lar. hahah.
after exploring my father tell us all jump into the water.
fun lar. capsize drill.. lol..
i guess we are the only lucky few hu is able to swim in the reservior. =)..
and i dun think my father is dat bad lar.. hes sweet sometimes.

one thing is, my holidays are almost over. sobsob.

i feel so lonely now.. T.T..
without u i can die de. i regret ler.. T.T..
but i guess u dun care about me le ba..? u hate me le ba? u dun like me le ba..?
i love you preston. T.T i dunwan u go le. T.T

2006-09-08T13:37:00.000+08:00

yesterday!! =((

actually very sad liao lor.
den at night my father go scold me for helping my sis keep her computer..
GOD!!! >:(...
i wont forgive him.
he pulled my sis's hair and drag her out of the room until i stop him. HOW CAN HE?!!!
my smaller sister leh. idiot. how can he torture my sister.
how can he torture me! WHY!!!
den he go kick the water jar and flood half the room. den he scolded us for putting the water jar dere. den smacked me for not wanting to help him mop the floor.
IS HE DROPED THE WATER ON THE FLOOR DE WHY TELL ME CLEAN
STUPID.
DEN HE SMACKED ME WITH THE COMPUTER. MY SISTER THROW HER PILLOW ON THE FLOOR DEN MY FATHER SCOLD HER.
IDIOT. I THINK IM ADOPTED (+MY SMALLER SISTER) DEN HE DIDNT BEAT MY ELDER SISTER. WHY HURH.
MY ELDER SISTER HIS REAL CHILD AR. DEN ME N MY SMALLER SIS NER?!!!!
wan suicide le lar.
idiot father. not my father at all. not my real father at least.
he does dat again i run away from the house sia.
dunwan live in this broken family le.

every1 dun care about me ler.
i dun think even him care ler. look at how i treat him..
siigh. my life sucks totally lar.
i have no status in this world le.

im very sorry preston.. T.T i cant bear to see u in so much sadness de.
but i oso dunwan u get hurt anymore because of me.
i dunwan my bad luck befall u.
sorry.

2006-09-07T12:58:00.000+08:00

hear my prayer jesus.

help him fulfil my last wish.

and help me..

i want to suicide le. why am i doing this..? why do i keep hurting and hurting him..?

not to hurt anyone no more.

and even more.. i still love him. always and forever. love him.

kill this satan.

im very stupid. i love him yet i dunwan say.

kill me.

but im leaving him.. so dat he.. can find true happiness.

i want to die in peace.

2006-09-07T00:33:00.000+08:00

hmm?

where to start 1st..

okay lar. npcc first.

went to sch just in time go get changed. heheh.
baton drills are tiring. =))..
baton not supposed to drop de, den our squad drop (50 every drop) until 400++ leh. walou.
ma'am acidentally droped hers;; so ya, lol.. she paiseh la.
after baton drills den campcraft test results out.
dey say the top few ppl 1st, den the 60marks and above.
congrats to joan and yinglin get top 8! woo! u both rawk (:
hahah, den when the reasults out my name not called out. walou i dam scared lor.
and guess wad, i got 60++.. -_-..... anyways;; was happy i passed. (: wheee!!!
stay back so long to ask sir mingjie for the result lor. i tought i fail T.T..

after sch went back home and saw julien talkin to hohan on the phone.. sweet.
wunder wad hapened.. suddenly cried so much.. den preston become my kor.. very complicating de la. siigh.
i leave you cos i have bad luck. its true.. see? even your good friends.. suicided.
i brought so much bad luck to people de.

im truely a devil sent by god.

anyways;; was glad that ohana's still my family..
i wunder how i would live without dem. my 2nd family. =)

this is, our mini ohana picture.

sg is sho sweet to my sister.

i like this picture alot.

sure sure; i no real life picture to upload la. so upload cartoon. LOL..

preston.. u know.. the bad luck is real. i dunwan u get hurt by it anymore..
danny died.. indirectly cos of me right? im a murderer. T.T.. dunwan hurt anyone anymore le..

2006-09-06T10:59:00.000+08:00

actually yesterday supposed to be happy de.
supposed to have so much fun with the guild de.
dunwan say le.
u see how much she done for u and how much i done for u..? the difference is alot.. i dunwan u to like her..
supposed to be happy de. =(..
but she said out your good points one by one, detailed.. me? i said like, i like u cos u are u.. like i lazy or smth.. den somemore u met her twice alone leh.. and somemore she is lik, chio?
my life is all in a mess.
den u keep talking about her.. i wan suicide le. T.T.. dunwan say dis all infront of u later u angry with me.. siigh.
life is just a cruel joke!!! =((
if one day u get so happy, the same day u will get really sad. this is the case.
as for the other him;; sorry T.T i dun mean to hurt u de. although i duno wad happen but i noe it. T.T dun feel sad le k..? =((

2006-09-05T23:58:00.000+08:00

and plus..((im posting at 12am morning.))

6.
I GOT SUCH GREAT FRIENDS IN OHANA!!
muackiexs. u all rawk.
even new member moopy come in u all oso come help her train.
sho sweet.`=)) ohana forever.
preston, firey, owl, moopy, nat, jul, sgx, war, and the rest of u. =)) ty for givin me dis sense of belonging, this sense of being one whole family.

<3 u guys.

2006-09-05T18:58:00.000+08:00

i feel very lucky =))...
one of the most luckiest girl in the world. :)
why..?

1. happy to have preston. (:
funny hor. yesterday we almost became enemies.. but he made it.
and we're still together. (: i love you so much.. ^^ rmbr our promises.
2. happy to have have two sho sweet sisters. jasmine&juliien[aka suGaRbeibee]

heheh. julien hor. like u so much.
jasmine ar. i so kind let u use my computer XD. <3 size="4">3. happy to have 2 gors. so sweet to me oso. fendy&amp;joel.
fendy;; help me in so many things.. best friend. =)
joel;.. a good listener. (:.. i'll just go rambling along. but still,.. ty =)
4. happy to have 2 best friends, jamie&rachie [[love their names all -ie XD]]
you two are the best! ^^
5. happy to have so many ppl hu care for me.
yes. ty so much. =))

today stuck at home again.
tmr go np learn baton drills leh! cant wait! =))
yea, the ncc-c won seacom again. grats to dem. ^^
the only time i stepped out of the house is to go buy some icecream.

*[[ty for everything. love u sososoosoo much.
i dunwan u fall for another girl de.. but i dun dare say to u. >.<.. i so stupid.
only can say the opposite everytime only. siigh.

2006-09-05T10:40:00.000+08:00

i wonder if the bad luck will continue harming him.

very scared.

everything was solved.. i knew it myself that dat day will hapen.
happened last time.. just suddenly a flow of misunderstandings just fly by.. something dat brain wash me totally and make me make a wrong decision..
last time it killed me.
really killed me totally.

luckily for now,, he's different.
he managed to get past it.. managed to succesfully cross a nightmare.
i wonder how he did it.
he was the 1st one hu did it.
so many people in my life had.. failed.

thats how small the pwer of the bad luck can be.
its only the startin. siigh. =(..
and im not kidding or makin some fantasy story.
the bad luck is true.
its living.

2006-09-04T18:59:00.000+08:00

lian zhu gou bu ru?

ya. dat sentence is right about me. =))
things go by so fast.

from the start, it was the bad luck which make me pause and hesitate to be with him.
in the end, the bad luck really came.

i tell u all le.
this bad luck is my power.
but yea, i cant control it...
sorry. =((..

after thinkin again.
i want him to be the 1st and the lst person i hug..
so yea. =).. going to stay like this forever.

imagine the time when, i enter tk..
my life is so.. sweet.
now..?
the bad luck haunts me.
the bad luck kills everyone near me.
this bad luck..? is my blessing from god. so its luck.
its just i cant control it so it turned into bad luck.
and im using this bad luck to harm so many many people.

how evil of me.
im a satan in disguise. =/.. hu wants to be with a devil anyway.
siigh. im fated to die early and then to get serverly punished in hell.

maybe i should just put down everything.
and continue with my life.. =(
and.. forget everythiing
sorry dear..
i noe its not your fault.. all mine..
i do this all for you..
i dunwan u suffer.. i dunwan u suffer with me.
i love you.

2006-09-04T16:33:00.000+08:00

yea! monday le. holidays officially start..
so does the start of all my sorrows.

fendy became my gor liao. (: good lor. at least he still likes being my bro.
dis is.. the whole day's only happy thing?

a whole mess started a few hours ago.

a whole big mess.

i cant be with u// 20 reasons. u only knew one.``
imsorry. =(

2006-09-04T01:37:00.000+08:00

aiyo.
i broke promise le.
today really no mood to blog..
super short post today..? :(..

my heart feel so empty now le.
1st brother gone.
2nd oso.
3rd gorgor i nv call him gor before.. so not considered..?
now no one left..
no one wan be my gor le.

tmr i'll ask my 3rd gor..

see;; empty heart..

2006-09-02T20:45:00.000+08:00

omg, its saturday.
time goes so fast. bleah!!

whoa, try to drag me to go kayakin in the MORNING, siao!! my father la. sian..
i was holding my cupboard and trying my best not to let go (my dear sleep arggh!!))..
my hand almost broke den my father finally gave up.
wads so fun about kayakin!! bleahs!!! XD..
played the whole morning. fun. (:
i finally got my stupid darn lv50 character in maple up to 51. i give up, totally. *siiiGH..*
after eating lunch all that my father dragged me to the parenting seminar.
in the 1st place i shuldnt have told him that there was one parentin seminar going on. look how enthu he is!!! arrhh! and guess wad, tadah; im the only kid in the seminar.
i doubt any parent actually wan to go lar. the audi is lik, 1/3 full only. much lesser then 1/3 of the whole sec 2 cohort.
it was so BORING!!! arggh!!.. >.<.. nvm, at least; AT LEAST my father learnt something. give me some freedom please! (: which is good. hes gona set some rules now, and den i can finally go out. and not creep out i mean. and guess wad, 90% of the time i go out is without permission. yea. see how rebellious i am. reach home, played again. sigh. computer addict le larhs. tmr den i will finish my homework. and i mean ALL. ok, i make a formal promise to myself. XD... finish all homework given (cept chinese..) by TMR, sunday, 3sept. and so i can lessen my burden from the whole week ahead. (: and for those who want to use my current skin.. this is for u. (: click here. dun ask me for the code again.. :/

i know la. my blog getting more and more boring day by day.
tmr i promise a photo blog entry ok? XD..

((duno why;; day by day yu're getting further n further away from me..;; feel so insecure.. felt as if all my memories are all fading away.. :(.. i dunwan it to happen.. i wan to be with u forever.

2006-09-01T22:47:00.000+08:00

uh huh...
today ar.?

morning woke up by the smell of breakfast de. i wunder y i woke up at 7 instead of 9. XD..
guess what!! i love edu learn. (the crappy portal we nid to get our homework from).. cos.. i was given a labtop for the homework!! woot!!! all smiles. (:

played a long while den pretended to study alot.
listening compre how!!! i nv submit cos i duno how to. i guess we'll all get zero then. XD

the $10 note is finally banked in!! wait for a month to verify if its real. -_-........
anyways; if it IS real, i get to refund the 10dolar back. (:

so bored today!!
went to play with the water at macritche today.. so fun to canoe. (:

at night msn until wan sleep lor.. nth much..

((i feel that yu're so cold towards me today... duno why.. =(...

2006-08-31T17:07:00.000+08:00

ok.. since i didnt type for two days i'll have to put two posts together!

i typed yesterday's post on notepad. :/
here goes!

:D:D:D:Dhappy day!!!
wednesday: official slack day of the week. lol!
morning went to sch with a super heavy bag!!! mdm goo say nid to bring maths tkbk, den in the end no nid to use.. sighh.hmm? maths we did the factorisation worksheet. all the questions quite easy cept for the bottom one. anyone noes how to do qn11&12? i stuck. =((
PE that time mr singh tell us play basketball/ soccer.. i actualy wan play basketball de.. but nvm la. if not i only girl play so malu. =(we played badminton, n mr singh scolded us. sian!! he give no choice to girls one! unfair!!
lit.. get to do the character profile.
DnT.. last DNT lesson forever!! =(mrs tan was so sweet to us. the guys brought COKE along!! i was lik, envious dat dey can drink coke @_@.. coke lover me.. T.T..anyways,, our plane did fly. so yala. lol..de coke n mentos experiment failed.. aiyo. =(fendy dat experiment with carbonate very cute. after playing a while den dey start pouring the powder all over. fun lar.
fendy very cute.
DNT last lesson rules. =)
after dat got IT.. helped justin's group la. although was crap. XD..
i drew on fendy's arms with marker.. i duno y de la. very fun to draw on his hand only. :D
later on i have to help him use tissue wipe off. =(
IPW.. wa!! we forgot to bring the wh0olle presentation! den we did crap work there. aahh!..
heheh.. den after ipw mr anwari skipped some teams and dismissed us. everyone went down to prepare to meet the HOD. for the petition.
jamie "left" her thumb drive in the computer lab. but she didnt la. we got the tcher's ultimate weapon in tk. (miss chong's de.) jermaine thought we stole it. XD..

wan to see it? NO.1 ultimate tcher's weapon is in our hands!! muahaha.

and for those hu didnt get to see the petition the last time.. here it is. (:

guess wad? we succeeedd!!! YES! :P
HOD believe in us lor. nice. wakakaka.. te end of MDM FONG'S TEACHING FUTURE.
3 cheers for 2C ppl hu supported us. besides SOME of the cowards in class hu didnt want to face the HOD, scared that they will get into trouble. act only lor.
after everything we went to rachel's house to bake brownies! we made two panful of it., den after dat we found out we made too much.
** the secret for the best brownie= BUTTER.
yummy!!!

see!! so nice n brown and yummy.

we ate one brownie with ICECREAM. YYUumm!!

the rain poured down until 7+.. i missed some parts of mr fightin lor. sian!!! (XD.. i cant miss a show full of shuai ges la!!!) i saw 1/4 of the show in rachel's house.. i love her TV, so BIGBIGBIG..
even my bag became polka dotted cos of the rain..

ty jamie and her mom for fetching me home from the never ending rain!..
my father intended to fetch me de. so sweet. im so lucky to have such a great father. (:
anyways;.. the next day was tchers day so............

THURSDAY! tchers day!!
morning rained so heavily!!! den i walk 1 metre from home den rained so heavily..
den me n my sis run back to let my father fetch me.. lol
after when i reach sch den saw only rach yushan cheryl in school.. dey let the guys sign our super big card!!! =((

me, jamie n rachel deco the cards until so nice XD

jamie's angry at it too;; she tell us to go erase it XD
i drew on fendy again! XD.. star somemore leh!!

fendy must be very proud of it. :D

the aces day thing was stupid.. :D
after dat was concert.. was nice.
(: anyways;; gave the tchers the brownies.. they very happy. (: and dey promised they will eat lor. ^^
after dat the girls all come together eat brownies. (:
made my sore throat more worse. @_@..
anyways.. went back to haig girls.. the security guard so extra lor. treat us lik crap de.

vivianne CHANGED SO MUCH!!!
met sanjana, who didnt change XD.. michelle as cute as ever. lubina matured alot. lol.
everyone can remember my name!! yay!!

dearie dearies. (: dun dare take photo of them lookin at me LOL, so i took their backs.

missed our sch's prata so much (:
curry made my throat worse again.. =((
after seeing all the tchers den went to shell to buy ice cream.. (oops.. cold food.. my poor throat!!)
went to jamie's house play with her kitty!! so cute!! it liks me so much that it go under my legs and sit there while i stood down XD.. dun wory!! its a cat, hes innocent ><

after that met rachel~.. jamie and her commando again lol.. was cute larh. (:

missed bus33, den decided to take taxi instead. lol.. den the taxi driver even talked to us XD..

walked around bugis den took neos.. 2wice with all3 of us. (: <3... after dat walked around edge,, jamie saw her seniors, she was so scared of them lol.. jamie got new billabong slippers!! ahh!! rachel n cynthia cries in jealously XD..

went home with jamie buying her super expensive cream puff that she eaten from her bro. lol.. jamie went to take photos.. too many photos XD.. anyways, was fun. (: went home n talked to preston.. he today seemed very busy. >< long story today hor!! i later will disable right click so my dear jamie n rachel can just save pic as and save the time we nid to use just to msn the pics across.
^^ here are the neos!

aiya. jamie go hide. =(

jamie here really chio lor. ^^,, plus my added special effects for u!! glimmer!!

aw, here we got the date. so we know its 31 of august. (:

friends forever hor!! lol rachel go use the flowers help jamie cover some of her hair. (:

here rachel looks so sweet!

lol we sort of like this one.. cos its pink, for a start.

aww, this one is so sweet. ^^

omg i look so lik stanford raffles. =(... rachel n jamie so chio!!

best friend forever!!
i (and we) liked dis one so much!! cos symmetry ^^ and pink so fit this!! very pretty. (:

aw.. jamie chiobu. (:

whoa, even scanning so many can make my hand tired. XD..
somemore nid to align n all :P

so long post hor! sweet. (:
the end.

2006-08-29T21:28:00.000+08:00

tuesday!!!
ha! no fongster to meet. yea!!

morning..
fendy look so funny!! new haircut very cute LOL.
uh huh.
1st period was maths lor. boring maths sia. similarity n wad wad forgot le. =((

english i tot nid to do spellin in the end got back compo marks only. rachel's story is so great! :/
yala. my marks so low, no nid say la. english all fail fail de. =((

recess get to eat laska!! so nice to eat. lol..

lit was another hoard of essay questions flung on to us.
bleah!! so much to absorb.

physics;; mr how he disapointed y we nv present. XD, jamie hor, nv bring the thumbdrive.
talked to fendy a while behind the class.

CE.. mrs tan knew about the petition, and called me to lead the ppl go see HOD!! arrgh!!!
die liao!! tmr oso wan make brownies de. diao.....
and u noe, i one of the super masterminds of the petition. oh well.

history,,
forgot to bring s.s. textbookk lor. lol..
structed qn i alot do wrong.. sigh..

maths ws period?
ok lar. can discuss the work with jamie n rachel. (:

after sch went to shell with rachel to get malt choco. (:
at 1st we thought dun have de lor.
den counter dat time when i paying for icecream den rach paying for chips, we saw it den happy lor. no nid go all the way to giant lol.
i cant tolerate icecream de~ dats y i grow so fat @_@..

uh huh; yaa. went back to sch n meet yinglin n joanie, together with the rest..
i went to take a look at the flour-ry goment's ipw powerpoint den see them practice.. very organised lor dey all. (: so unlike our group; lol.

after dat we went down den me n joan had a photo-takin spree.
later went to change den go campcraft test.. numbbbbbbbbbbbbber TWO!!
*screams*

we din complete the stupid tent la. not enough ppl, and the floor is ROCKY. how to pitch tent tell me.. i try to peg the peg until wan die le.. den acmal he hit until the peg broke. LOL nice. (:

anyways..... after the test went back den did somemore slack drills.
nccc so noisy. even my mom say so lol.. (:

den np slack slack until 6.40++//den go home.
sighh.. my attendence.. =((

i happy at home la. can talk to preston. (:
azri, dun do dat again. if u cut yurself one more time i'll do it to myself too. i will!!! =((

sighh..
tmr how? face HOD tmr..
i cant wait to cook brownies again tomorrow!!

** i dun care of anyone frame u de.. (: wad matters is u, not the tagboard.
but.. i care when some other gal like u >.<... *sigh*

2006-08-28T21:36:00.000+08:00

aiyoyo.
monday again..
half happy half sad? :( / :)...?

form tcher admin was so boring.

maths was worse. i din listen de. boring lessons.
and confusing oso.

PE get to do the aces day thing again. i wunder if our class was the class dat had got the MOST most number of lessons on it.
had fun anyway. soonhao imitate the instructor very funny.

recess even saw the guys sittin with the instructor lor. extra. -_-
everyone ate curry today. LOL.

music;; mdm nora shout n shout again. sigh..

chem;; not spa test. sian lor.
and i duno whther hand soap is acid/ alkaline. down dere they write some soap is acid, but which one!! =((
the guys in class so noisy. ears can break.

english get to do ipw practice. i done mine..
signed the tcher's day thingy..
all the presentations all so boring de.
cept for soonhao's (melvin's nigel's tim's daniel's) group la. yellow ribbon project. lol.
but yala. they class joker. can laugh de.

chinese fong lesson. [[aka, the last fong lesson we gona get for 2 WHOLE COMPLETE WEEKS. WOO!!] fong was the number one person hu actually stopped me from drawing. so daring hor she!! ggarrr!!
even ms nani see me draw oso nv scold lor. she extra sia. 1st tcher hu stopped me from drwing.
sian la!! jamie act too angel today le. LOL. den fong went to look at me den catch me.
luckily she din see my handphone la.ty to my bao0[beii// baggiex. (: she scold me for treating it lik treasure lor. hu said i treating it lik treasure? it IS treasure! lol. helped as a wall to sms, to do anything openly in class. and even take photos.
and thus; i decided to give the petition.

really! gt the petition handed over to HOD lor. (: hi-5! all done, *dust hands.*

sorry preston make u wait for me. lol. (:
later went to parkway walk walk lor. den i saw the tkg gal i met in atc. she as friendly as ever. (:
talk a while den decided to go home le.. when reachin home he hugged me. was shocked n scared at 1st ba.. but then happy oso. (:

go home play a bit lor. den see tv. blahblah.
oh ya, befor i forget..

HAPPY BDAE BEN!!! (:
jiayou! best wishes for your upcoming year to yur next bdae~! (:
28 august ar.. next year i go sing song with gwen den shatter yur windows (in real life LOL.)

the end. (:

2006-08-27T22:43:00.000+08:00

(:

went out after eating lunch?

went to funan iit mall 1st tto help my sis to submit her drawin. @_@.. siigh.. my elder sis ar, no sense of direction de. haha.

uh, ok.. >.>
its not obvious hor? looks as it some1 else is helping to take photo of us. LOL.

after dat went to play with the water at macritche. fun la.
den i sat on the lil boatie n play with the water with my small sis.. while jasmine trying to control her kayak. my father pro la. sian!!!
kayak: no way sia. so hard to control. diao.

heyys;; anyone noe wad to do with a half deformed $10 note!!!!??
my father gave it to me cos he find it useless.
plastic becuase of some heat deform until lik dis lor.
anyone noes whether de bank will help exchange?? i wan the $$!!
lol..

went to viisit my grandmother..
she as strong as ever. (:

anyways;; u think its all some online relationship?
dots; u got it all wrong. (:.. too bad la. u duno wads happenin so u said that?

ohana's gona break down soon.
met bbg eternity's wing leader. sweet person.

i still love u. (:
i wunder wads going to happen tommorrow. ><

2006-08-27T09:55:00.000+08:00

=((
sunday morning now.. i skip the bad parts and turn to the good ones 1st.

saturday
yea. woke up and played a bit..
at around 10 i ask my father whether i can go rachel's dere bake. (:
my father gave me 3.5 hours.. yalar. was short..
went to parkway with rachel (she tempted by my coke! whahaha) to meet jamie.. saw.. unexpectedly;; JOANIE. (: she very cute ysterday. (:

went to walk around.. jamie n rach ate lunch at food court. i go taste some of their food. (:
after dat went to get .. andrew a bdae prezent!! me n jamie shared price and bought him some lego car.. (: aiya i no brother no taste. lucky got jamie LOL. we saw a toy coke truck. so cute!! LOL. after dat went to play with the toy cameras, the lil pianos, the lil cash registers. LOL. (:
rachel duno wad to buy lar. lol..
later went giant.. went to play with the tchers day flowers. pass here and dere LOL.
rachel got andrew (after loads of thinking) a lil lego person (with his tools)hucan fix the car. LOL. rachel so cute. went to get butter and all also.

went back to rachel's home. andrew so cute, sleep on the couch. (:
he cant wait for his bdae party. hehe.
everyday can see my lil doggie. lol. ++ andrew la. andrew remembers my name even in home clothes (and nv tie hair)!~ so happy lol. we started baking.. i melted the choco (with butter) yummy yummy! den jamie go practice her egg cracking with one hand LOL.
dey went to mix n mix den i went to pour the choco into the eggs.. (: secret recipe de!! i wun tell u more LOL.
anyways;; was so fun.
after everything my father call me go home. sigh..
andrew woke up (so cute..) den he went to the kitchen recognise us n asked us to celebrate his bdae with him.
packed some brownies home.. 2 for my 2 sis one for my father.
den later said byebye den went home lor..
den at home was the sad part.

should i skip?
i duno..

went home saw my father fuming. duno y lar.
-because i went home at 6+ when i suposed to come home at 4.
-because of him. (dam my elder sis la. y tell him.)).
-because of my suck attitude.

but i said sorry lor.
i said sorry for everything..
i love my father alot;; but wheres my share of freedom??

after dat played maple a while..
everything wasnt rayray's fault!!!
dey go frame her. and she only a KID!! shes a primary sch kind only.. =( y must dey treat her so bad.

preston must have hated me.
even if he say he still love me.
but look, i avioded him..
den after dat quiited the guild.
den after dat i ignored him
den went offline
den went up rooftop

stayed dere for a while alone when my sis come..
she go curse me!!! so bad!!!

den after dat my father come up.. den scolded me
den i ran down.

i wunder y it was so bad.
i was thinkin of buying penknife in school again..
i wun cut in school la. make myself so pityful for wad. show off to the world im cutting myself?? no way. =(

preston dunwan leave me. i oso dunwan.. =( but then deres one simple reason y im doing everything de.

everything i did, dere WILL be a GOOD reason. all the reasons i gave to u friends are just some reason to cover up.. dere is a very good reason in all.

lik fendy say;; short pain is not as bad as long pain. (translated in eng de..)..

dun bother me anything about dis case k?
just a bit emotional.

pictures i collected the whole week (dere u go,, the pictures!!!)
( LOL wait 1st ar. i restart computer den upload)

dats yinglin n joanie. (:

this is rachel+jamie+me's super poker cards LOL. did it for fun.

my hand, rachel's hand, jjoanie's hand, jamie's hand. (:

yushan's gross food. LOL

dats fendy. (:

dats my babby[doggie]] (:

ty mark so much!! (for the coke.) hehe.

coke truck! LOL.

dats rachel. (: so cute!~

ha! too bad jamie, my camera got u in time. (:

our super brownie!! LOL

yummy yummy

YuMMy yummy yummmyy!!

dats it?
super long post. =((

[[emotionally unstable me.[[the end. ))

2006-08-25T20:35:00.000+08:00

friday...!! again.

yea;;
get to see fongster again in the morning =(
ssiiGhhh,, i just passed my chinese. i dun care la. chinese chinese lor. fail la. -_-

history;; ms sri rushin the syllabus. =(

english got to present the pulau ubin thing lor.
because i no mood practice the part i supposed to read crapped and screwed up. sighh.. =(
ms na go in n inspect about justin's group. she was like "i cant take it seeing the font so small".. lol...

sci got back my marks. i failed =((.. yala; by .5 marks but is fail =((
even fendy beat me. WAAhhhh :'((

GUESS WAD!!! MARK REALLY WENT TO BUY US COKE TO DRINK. WOOTs..
mark so sweet lor. UNLIKE yingtai and yugggy.
coke my fav drink. so was lik, super supie happy. (: (: (:

after sch went to see andrew!! (and my lil baby stuffed doggie. LOL))
andrew was as cute as ever!! LOL, he even remembered my name;; so sweettt.
(yesterday he was like, "hey!! leave the dog alone, its ours." so cute. )

watched rachel pack her sailing stuff; den went back to sch. met yinglin n joanie.. i practiced the knots until all blur.

ponned the 1st 30min of np.
JOAN!!! we shuld have stayed in the com lab LONGER.
we went down n saw eevery1 getting ready for 2.4KM RUN. ARRGHH..

yinglin n me didnt fall out. even if i had cramps and blood disorder (++ the fact i never ate recess and lunch)). yinglin counted wrong and we ran9.5rounds. arrggh.. 2.7km? wasted!!! =(
maam minus off marks la. 14.33.. happy enough. (:
later do the 5 stations. i saw fendy, he staring at me. LOL..
i almost fainted when doing the standing broad jump. and guess wad; 174cm...?!! (^(@#! if i did that for npfa i can get so high marks LOR. 174 was a shockin number sia.
but then i like not really surprised dat time cos was so dizzy @_@..
i move a bit then start to see black fading in. like aerospace so called black out.

later did some drills. slackk drills la. maam so kind. (:
den campcraft test.. sure fail la. =(
sigh... =(
can say sir navin very kind. (:

after np i went down canteen saw two guys playing the final fantasy song. although played not so well la, but the chorus lik very clear.
walked a bit then stood dere until the chorus was over den i went home.
mesmerising.
wunder wads the player thinking.. sad, happy, proud?

went home took 20min. funy right? usually take 8min de.
thinkin of stuff ba.

nth much le.
the end for now.

2006-08-24T21:50:00.000+08:00

(: today (:
its thursday.
>.<.. and i thought that thursday is one of the worse days in the week besides monday.

1st period heard the chinese poems in the assembly plaza.
den was geog.. john go paint his nails RED. mrs chen says he undergoing some psychological problem and thinks his ideas come from thailand. LOL.. for common test i got 19/25.
won fendy LOL... jamie alien la!!! 24.5/25.
after recess was chinese..
it was obvious that fong was picking on jamie. 1st her hp. now..
the petition..??..........!!!
arghh..
john helped to switch the petition, sigh. he accidentally put an extra plain paper on top. dam. =(
the purple ink she oso can remember. diao.
haiz.. at least she din get to read the petition right?
i mean, i was writing the frog dog girl snake cat story on my notebook den rachel behind me was drawing. she catch jamie instead of us. -_- obvious she hates jamie lor. i dun mind my stupid story taken away;; but the petition? sigh..
fendy pro. made fong angry again (: wakakaka.
uh huh. nvm; over le. anything just say the petition is i write de okay? (:
english got back marks and got 15/25. sob!! =((
maths i nv do my hw. sob.
art was okay;; i got 80% for the total work i had done. (: happy lar.
later stayed back a while cos of tcher =(.. den i was picked on to hand up the art thing. =((
after everything we played a bit on betting fendy cant throw a ball of paper up to the 3rd storey. but he did. (: so strong LOL. really lor. u try throwing something so light up to 3rd storey.

after school
went to rachel's house to complete the ipw thing. =((.. sorry preston =(
cheryl yushan me rach jamie all go together. the house was so empty without andrew. =((
den after eating a bit we started to attack the muffins on the tableside. (:
did our work, den went to pick andrew at the other house. (: andrew as cute as ever! still can remember my name oso u noe!! so cute!!
gt some sweets from the old aunty upstairs. she had so much fun trying to throw them ffrom the top of her window. (:
did a bit of work.. got 'addicted' by some pop corn. hehe.
me and the lil doggie. (:
after yushan and cheryl went den i went too.

saw yushan n cheryl waiting for bus. LOL..
later met preston la. of course (:.. say already cant break promise de (: must meet him >.<
walk walk only (: but then i very happy ><..
he hold my hand den he saw me blushing ><.....
but anyways; i happy la. so super happy.

to hold his hand. ya la. just like that. (:

the end. (:

2006-08-24T21:44:00.001+08:00

well, ya.. yesterday blogger.com something wrong la. den yala, i typed my blog on notepad, here goes (yesterdayyy))

wednesday!~! (:
no fongster to meet today!~
jamie got back her phone.. LOL..
sch was usual boring ol school..
maths get to check my maths paper.. =( 41.5/50.. =(( sobsob.. careless forgot put unit lost 1/2 mark leh!! aah!!!
pe get to do the aces day thingy again. had a good laugh. LOL.
lit i got back my marks!!! 13/25!!! aah!!! *heart attack..*..
DnT was great. collected the wad fun face thingy.like wad fendy said.. QUoTED:"oh ya, u got see mrs tan talking to me when collecting the "fun face" at dnt?""at the gals: u got bring? (polite)""at me: fendy! did u bring ur "Face"?!"LOL so cute. :P
yushan me and cheryl helped to work on the airplane thingy. folded the plane (cheating..?LOL) den anyhow draw on it.. cute la. LOL
IT lessons get to sit in air con and surf the net. we got 7/10 for the whole website!! which is good; cos 2 groups got 2/10. sigh.
assembly gt to sit in the audi.. streamin talk. sigh;; i wan go triple science.. i miss ms ang so much. =((
den after sch; which is.. 2.30? cos of the tchers la, stupid go dismiss so late.den mrs tan got meeting tell us go ourselves to coffee bin. got some directions from shaojun den went le.. yushan, cheryl, jamie n me only lor.
coffee bin there quite cute la. (: got a lil lost but found our way there in the end..the old ppl there very kind. (:how i wish all of them can be dis happy lik today.. dey keep smilin when we talk to them. ^^feel happy too lor.
walked to kallang dere and went to eat at kfc.. o.O u cannnot stand the way yushan plays with her food. gross food. :/went home with jamie lor. saw tim on the way.
went home.. (:
dats about it?
msn met this new person called xinyi..? comforting person i guess. (: ty so much.
preston said sorry to his mom. (: happy.his tcher gona give him zero for english!! pray that his tcher would be kind enough to give him back his marks.
the end! (:

2006-08-24T21:44:00.000+08:00

well, ya.. yesterday blogger.com something wrong la. den yala, i typed my blog on notepad, here goes (yesterdayyy))

2006-08-21T21:02:00.000+08:00

(: wunder y i suddenly wan to post smth today.

monday.. again!! why why why why why!! =((
why is it every monday:

i forgot to set my alarm clock, and woke up late.
i forgot my tie and have to walk home to take it. =(( force my sister to be a lil late too.

[[ my mommy went to usa today!!! =(( i wont be seeing her until 6october!! so sad!!! =((.. i one day already miss her so much.. =((.. counting down;; 46 more days to go to meet my mom back again. so sad!! so long!! and because i woke up so late, i didnt get to see her off. =(..... ahh!!!]]

i reached school a lil later den usual.
have to wear the tie for 3 whole periods;; plus a double layer of pe tshirt below. =((
every monday have maths in the morning.
[[[ i got 41/50, and won 10c from rachel. =(.. 41/50 leh!! so low.. but then half of me happy hlf of me sad. duno y.. hais.. i wunder how my parents will react.]]

pe we have to do that aces day dance. -_-.. see de instructor callin ppl lil bois and see him telling us to shout i love tk. -_-

music gt the chikopeh tcher again. sian...

chem is free period cos mrs tey absent!! yay!! started planning out wad to give the tchers on tchers day. (; rachel and jamie wana make brownies!!! (:

english get to do another prtfolio. =( so bored... my results nv come out.

chinese was bad. she talking to us about some formal letter thingy den found out jamie smsing in class.. confiscated her phone!!! =((
funny she didnt caught me.

aft sch i let jamie use my phone call her mom, den jamie's mom lik angry with her. =(( sighh.

i went to find mdm fong after sch. and mdm goo helped to call fong out. mdm goo so sweet! she tot we giving the petittion but no la.
den mdm fong was like, "ru guo ni men yao lai qiu qing the hua, suan le ba!" wtf? den she go ignore us den walk away. faggort la. idiot; we wan tell her to call jamie's MOM ONLY LOR. idiot her la. dun EVEN WAN TO LOOK AT US. 1st time i saw such a tcher.
den the petition? i actually dunwan sign de lor. help her a bit. den NOW? im going to sign it and bringing it to h.o.d, or even principal! i dun care!! ebil tcher sia. -_- im gona make her get fired and not qualified to do her job anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the aerospace thing was awfully boring. =( lost the chance of finding preston just cos of this. -_-..
anyways;; flying was just as fun; we finally able to shoot missles and fly and eject. LOL..
yughan he turn the plane upside down den eject den the person become living bomb. pro-ed. LOL..
dismissed super late. =( tot couldnt meet preston anymore. den later i saw him wait outside my house there. (: hes such a sweet guy!~

played maple 5min, den forgot about the computer den died. 10% fly away. crap la. -_-.. lose interest in playing le. lionfang hope gone le. -_- sian!!!

just now talk to preston on the phone until blur. =( too busy.. sorry hor.. =((..

jamie's mom lik very angry with her. =(

i wan my mom back home =(

2006-08-20T19:51:00.000+08:00

sunday....

stayed at home the whole day. =((

nth to say le.

super short post.

2006-08-19T21:43:00.000+08:00

saturday!!~~

morning, wake up at 6.30... for school.....?!!!
walou the oral very wad lehs. on saturday for wad.

den the sotry is about some werid football passions or smth.
the pic is about some naitonal day parade thingy, and 4 lil boys so cute pose in front of the pic. i duno if all the pic same or not.. lol

went down and saw rachel they all waiting for me (im the last!!! =((... they so gd, waited for me!! such great friends) wenxin gave me a red cross sticker. so cute. after dat me n rachel went home;; i took the other path home and thought maybe next time walk this way. better cos its nearer, fun cos 1/2 of it i can walk with rachel (: lol.

anyways.. went home den play a bit. firey so kind, follow me (and i folow him.. lol) to vic island and we did alot of the quests together. fun. (:
kaiwei came to visit me while i hunting, but then after a while den i gtg to orchard, thanks to my sis.

yala, waste my time.. -_-.. do nth dere oso. den my sis duno how to come home (bangs her head) den i have to lead her home. she street blind la. LOL.. and i found my ezlink card.. in my wallet. LOL!!! my sis wasted 1.30 on a ticket home. sigh..

anyways;; went home get to lie down and rest. (:

and i nth else to say le..

you;; if anyone was more handsome, more bettr grades, more better den u in anyway..
i will still choose u.
cos u are u. (:
iloveyou! ^^

**ps; in orchard rd i saw dis old guy giving out papers.. cos yala, i c all these i will always dun take de to save the trees, den i lik, very politely say, "nvm de, i no nid" den i smile at him.
den u noe wad!!! he go start getting angry with me. WELL, i din noe its some church group paper and he thinks im disrespect to god. i mean, ya;; i love god, and i dunwan detroy his creation of trees wad!! wads wrong. den he is like, "you ar! nv study, everytime go out, waste money, wear so nice for wad! so uinfilial leh u!!! huo gai (which is, retribution?) u get thrown in a carton box and abandoned by your parents!!" he said it in chinese, and yala, he thinks im so bad at chinese is it!! i understand his words so CLEARLY.. den he insult me lor!! spoil my mood for the day. i mean, if he's a child of god, cant he just think of us? how can he say me all these de just because i didnt take his papers? i tought he giving out papers of radvertisements for some mp3 or smth de lor. so bad leh he. =((

2006-08-18T21:10:00.000+08:00

yay for today!!

GEOG TEST:
nooooooo its so hard.. =((

CHINESE (1/4 of a period? lol..).. did nth much. LOL. chinese CA

HISTORY: ha! jamie clever. she help me tell ms sri a tkbk nv bring reason. ms sri get bullied by our class guys.. so bad. =(

ENGLISH: NO!!!!!!111 not another oral lesson. sigh.. oral for 2 periods leh!! i was sleeping in class lor. head like bobbing up and down, trying to stay awake.

PHY: gone thru my papers... got 17/22. =(( sigh.. so low!!!
have to stay back for theory wb. lol....

went to rachel's house after sch a while. den saw the lil kitties!!! so CUTE!!! omgomgomg!!
we saw andrew glued to the computer. den u noe wad; to go upstairs is like; i cover my face, den run up. rachel in the kitchen. after a while rachel oso run up the stairs. as if there is two rachels;; cos yala, both of us same uni. LOL.. and andrew didnt NOE!!! awww so cute!!
after dat we went down by creeping down. we call andrew up, push him to a room, den run down, then take the computer. yala, hard to hide from the cute lil andrew.. and so he found out when i was hiding behind the table. LOL.
den when we go fetch jamie, andrew started crying!!! so sad!!! =((.. den rachel promised to buy him a car. so sweet lor as a sister. (:

den i lost my bus pass. sian leh!!!! =(( i think its at home. in the end i use my sister's ezlink instead, i go home and grab hers. LOL.
den rachel wasited for both of us. o.o.. poor girl!!
anyways;; went to suntec. bought rachel's new wallet!! so nice lor!!
den after dat went to buy rachel's lil andrew a toy car. and drinks+snacks for later. (keke, smuggle in the cinema). we go to the cashier and tell her that we saving the trees, no nid plastic bag. LOL. plastic bag kills trees de!!! really; is like, air pullution when burn the plastic, den global warming, den kill the trees!!` lol..
it got late. funny hor. den we go to marina sq, den run to the cinema. we almost got lost there. LOL. got the tickets! lol.

yeap, got a big big box of popcorn. we eat so fast. lol.
click is such a nice sweet story!!!! cept for the crying part, that is. very sad lehs.. =(( get to taste my tears. click is nice;; dun miss it k? (: i wan see again!!! lol, yellow duck. no wunder so many ppl talkin about it.

anyways;; wan take neos no time. cos my parents nid to bring us for the wad farewell party. ok.. ate dinner there at ntu president's lodge.. (: fun there la. but alot of adults. lol.
played the swings;; no children there ma. lol. later i go inpect this bench which have chinese words scribbled on them;; some hei gui you.. omg.. tomestone!!! tomestone-bench!!! den somemore got a picture dere leh!!! walou!!! scared like hell lor!! =((
den i go tell my father and my mommy.. den papa is like, "wa, really lehs. LOL." den my mom dun believe den she go play the swing. den my father is like saying, "if u fall down, the ghost come catch u." den my mom so scared run away. so cute!!! aww. lol. we went off aft dat.. ccreepy place. LOL.

preston nv call me until now. =(( so sad. i miss his voice so much. =(((

2006-08-17T16:56:00.000+08:00

nv blog yesterday.. too busy with lit le. =((

anyways;; yesterday::
test was so hard!!
maths confirm lost 7marks LE!!! =(( sob.
english i fnished my whole paper in 30min and used the rest of the time to draw. (so slack me!!))
D&T finally get to finish up the photo frame. can frame things le!! fendy's one cant fit photo in lor. he suey. LOL...

IT;; get to slack!! LOL;; whole of lessons trying to take photo of jamie. so evil lor; i took so many jamie go delete. evil :x

IPW:: finished up the quiz (oh finally.. hands aching.)).. did up the typing for the letter thingy. signed off our letter with rachel(ragazza).. LOL; so cute.
too bad my phone la. look at computers cant take de.

after sch talk alot on the phone..

u cleared my doubts. ty.. ><... and i was lik; thinkin my dream wont come true.. today;.... MT and lit CA. walou;; hu say the chi dictionary can use in exam de!!! cheaters!!! i lost alot of marks for chinese. SOB!!! LIT even worse. i write until my hand want to break. 35min straight!!! no stopping lor. *ache* chinese lesson was lik, boring!!! =(( one guy from other class came in to do his work. suey leh he. anyways;; i gt a few photos of feng la. i mean; i use my bag cover. pro-ed! lol. my videos all so bright, den i go delete them. lol. pictures i zoom in until siao lor. den picture lik so small.
poor guy.

english get to do oral AGAIN... hu can tolerate it?!!! everyday oral de la. sian...

maths get to learn new chapter.. posiblity. sec4 chpter leh!! pro~ lol.

art we slacked. i mean, ms tan she is like; "ok, i pass the papers out." den one sec later she say. "leaders collect the papers AGAIN".. omg.. waste so much time. rachel n i go draw. LOL.. see? (:

after sch followed rachel to her house. lol..

den walked down go see preston.. and my dream come true. (:...
he hold my hand all the way in and den go talk to his friends for a while.. den he nv let go of my hand all the way.. >.<... i feel very happy. (: ty preston.. u fulfiled my dream? and u gave me so much happiness.. >.<..
and i like holding your hand alot.. iloveyou so much (:

2006-08-15T18:26:00.000+08:00

gahh!!!
went to sch and crammed a few info before going exam. omg!!! =(

guess wad;;

phy: i got a whole question wrong because i mixed up watt and kwH. dam la.. 5marks fly away T.T.......
chem: one question nv read question. one mark fly. =((..
D&T: i got the picture one all right i guess. the other questions so hard!!!
see how i score. :/ *prays*..

history: jamie go write 2 WHOLE pages of answers. god.. =((.. fail le!!! :(( sobsob.

jamie n i bettin (10c LOL...) with rach see hu get higher. fail le la. sigh.
not enough good lucks i think. :///

after dat was recess le. jamie n i see rach eat laska. :P
lit,, boring. i forgot bring my lit book and luckily some1 go distract her and den no nid use that bk. HENG!
phy another 2 experiments. the 1st one nid to use thumbtacks;; den when doing suddenly 'piang' den one of our thumbtacks flew away. shocked wenxin and rachel hu was behind us. omg;; lol.. jamie jamie. lol. after dat we get to use the acid bottles and den play with them;; make music lol.. den later part nid to compose den we got 50. nigel's group la; give us 4. LOL.. anyways;; their group total of 24 only. we gave them 3. >.>..
alot of ppl nv compose their music de lor. den in the end jamie n i go tell mrs goh den she lik,, kk la, dun add this in bonus marks. LOL..
went back to class. the whole class was WET. omg!!! =((.. windows not closed, tables all wet, wet papers flying everywhere.

and we used tons of tissues. my papers all wet la. sian. den my bag drenched!!! noo.. =((
suay leh!! sit so close the windows. if i was sitting at the other side, NTH will happen!!
jamie most kelian. her things wet were lik double of mine.

sigggh..
our drawin paper wet. and yala; mrs tan gave us paper den have to do our work.
and i din complete it. hu can finish poster in only a few minutes de?? imposible lor.
history get to do merger again. :/
maths ws period did the mock CA paper. lol.. i careless until so much lor.

after sch get to eat lunch in sch. lol. (: went to rachel's house to studyyy maths.
andrew was there;; and yala. u noe lil kids la. lik attention so much..

super photogenic (sp..?) all small boys lik dis. lol..

we did managed to study a BIT... :/

admiring rachel's super tall sunflower. (:.. hers were the 1st sunflowers i saw in my life lor. lol.. (:
went home and here i am lor. preston called me when i going home.. my phone no batt!! =((
ty so much for supporting me dearie. ><
maths CA tmr;; godgodgod.
STRESS!!!

2006-08-14T20:17:00.000+08:00

lol...

monday all over AGAIn. funny that mondays always start off very boring.

i changed place and finally finally got to sit with the gals again!! so sick of so many guys sitting near me!! :D,, jamie's behind me; and she rejoiced too. (:
maths i finally got to clear my doubts for sets. uh huh. chap on polygons i really duno how to solve!!! =((.. i better go revise.
PE we get to do some aces (sp..?) day dance. walou really very stupid la. punch punch. >.>..
anyways; we get a good laugh at his accent. ><>.<.. the cabbage turn pink in acid and green in alkaline! and its so pretty the pink lor!!

heres a sneak picture of the whole thing in the sink. eww, but nice la. lol. colour very bright (:
i think it looked disgusting here. aiyoyo.. =((

english was next. HENG not another round of oral practice. im totally sick of it. >< my vocab book all pages used up le lor. sigh...
chinese was last. LOL, get to eat some cake fong brought us. shes so sweet; really go buy cake for us leh!!! =(( feel so bad about the petition;; and me n jamie were the ones hu started it!! ><.. really wan throw the petition lor, she very kind to us. =((.. justin says that she's bribing us with FOOD. omg so evil;; she really go all the way let us taste the cake lehs. :(( the class disagrees to throw the petition away though. sad.

the ipw website we can submit on friday!! rejoice!! (:

went to return my library books. date due le lor. =((.. i brought jasmine along. i studied dnt and chem dere.. :/.. preston was dere oso;; he thinks jasmine very firece. LOL.. after a looong time of studying i gave up and start to look at my sis's books. laughed at every picture i saw. (alot of ppl dead in the pictures. :/ my sis say i sadist.)) but den i din laugh at the pic la; is just plain laugh at anything. ppl think i siao. >.>...

anyways; preston walk with me n my sis home. all de way lehs. and preston's ankle injured. omg.. =((.. LOL, was very funny lehs; i mean; i thought i cant see him anymore this week. >.<>.<

anyways;; i love my sling bag so much. LOL;; tmr i bring sch. lol.

AND;; im trying to mug. cant lor. i mean; too distracted by the computer.
i wunder how mel, azri and some other guys hu start their revision only at dis hour will survive tmr's test. oh well.

guess i must pass tmr's test. promised him.(: SO EVERYONE (in tk hu is reading);; JIAYOU! LOL.

2006-08-13T22:14:00.000+08:00

LOL, guess how much i slacked today!

morning went to macritche dere canoe. yala, its my dad hu canoe.. i sit in front of him do nth. :D

my father behind me la, den he go canoe all the way all the wayyyyyyy to some lil country island or wad ever he calls it. god.
jasmine n i competed on the way back and i won her. (and my father behind cos he wan it to be fair, was slackin!! and hes so heavy.. @_@) hand pain ~.~

aft dat go see my grandparents.. den went to suntec.

we went to go mend our specs. every1 i mean. lol. 3 blind bats all go to carefour dere buy this week's groceries.
after dat go round buying plenty of new clothes. (:

nth much le la. sg he talk with julien for ONE hour leh. pro-ed.

and i feel so hapy talking to him. >.<

2006-08-12T21:52:00.000+08:00

duno le la. >.<.. i dun care of insulting other ppl le.. i dunwan live dat life anymore :(..
i dun care wad ppl think of wad i write anymore oso.. very hard to say la. lol..

today..? the normal boring saturdays..
i wunder why does the week have to pass so quickly.. suddenly its like, whoosh, one week past lik wind. i was lookin forward to the fireworks and national day joy and its lik suddenly all over. and i was looking forward to 8th, and its over. i was lookin forward to going to meet sg preston n kaiwei dey all at pc bunk and whoosh, all over. i was lookin forward to friday as no np and den can study; and yea, all over.. i wunder y time go so fast. :(
duno y today like so moody.

hohan and jul finally get to talk over the phone again, thanks to me hu go string them together. (: happy for dem la. but they so small still ><..
>.<..

lol, when talking to preston on the phone lik no mood lik dat. duno y.. =(..
something is bugging me. :((...

2006-08-12T09:51:00.000+08:00

omg!! i din post yesterday, gahs. so here goes..
now is mornnin so yala, nth to post about cept yesterday. :D

yesterday:
in sch was another boring day; lol..

chinese was crap. justin went late but din manage to miss her period. lol..
she* (okay, next time just say chi tcher or "she". i dunwan offend her and den go up stage go say sorry to whole school or saying tchers.)) talk n talk for 1period striaght. waste time sia. i think she knoes about the petition; but wadever.. :/
history we get to revise chapter9 for ca. ms sri is so sweet. (:
english do oral really sian. got a bit of laughs from tim.
physics did nth!! only draw a bit. and mrs goh stared at me. omg =/

u all got go jamie's blog? i think she uploaded her pics there. heres her and rachel trying to take photo of the class and mrs goh. uh uh; bad lil kiddies. (:

after sch supposed to fall in de. den god noes how i forgot it. afterwards i saw sir staring at me, den i rmbr.. >.<... nvm lar, over liao. i forgot totally!!! lol.. went to rachel's home to get her pulau ubin book n lit file. she forgot to bring her lit book and geog notebook. lol.. went back to sch to meet jamie, hu had already shot in 85. shooting is hard. :/.. jamie pro la. lol.. went to jamie's house to study. kitty is so cute~! we studied our geog finish. finally. LOL.. uh huh; when we playing with jamie's swing and her lil pond kitty went missing. >.< all of us, rachel me n jamie searched everywhere for her poor kitty. =(.. after dat we gave up finding. :\\ lol.. read our lit. den suddenly rachel's mom called so the house became so silent cos the whole time we're reading and laughing (oops.) and because its so silent; we heard kitty's bell. kitty larh, go hide in the store room. but its like super cute? LOL...

and his eyes are so round and cute!!! omg!!

uh huh; this is kitty trying to grab wadever he could grab. :/ he ran in for the second time~.. omg, typical cat. :D

>.<.. cat so cute.. locked up in cage le. cos keep running into the store room. poor guy. =((

after sch i go home den envied rachel @_@.. get to go out eat icecream. =((
i was like sitting on my bed trying to revise.. (and waiting for preston to call me :/..) den i fell asleep. nonononono!!! =(((... preston did call me. i slept through it. sob!!!

i woke up at 12 excatly. :/... sigh. =(( y of all times, 12? =( nvm.

2006-08-10T17:20:00.000+08:00

waa... so happy today.

uh huh. went to plaza sg again, 2nd time this week. lol. :D
waited for preston a while la. he late 25min. lol. 1st time he late lor. >.< anyways, this one counted as pay back for 2 days ago i late. :D lol.
went to pc bunk n saw sg n kaiwei. LOL, my sis happy lor. can see sg. ANYWAYS.. was fun lar. after dat i plainly wasted $4 cos i wan to extend. diao lor. 5min later den go out. sian la. nvm, i gona pay back kaiwei. so sweet lor he can help me pay lol.
went to plaza sg dere see mov. walou i wan see click. nvm lol, too bad full le..
saw lake house. omg....
guess wad!! julien get to sit with sg. LOL. happy la. both of them can sit together. den i can sit with preston. :P.. kaiwei sitting next to me on my leftt..
lake house the story quite nice lar; too bad the darn cameraman. u noe wad, i gt this blood disorder see some movie can go dizzy and may vomit. (cause me to give up halo. :/......) yala!!! the whole movie i was trying to aviod the screen and sleep. but nv la. lake house's a nice movie. lol..
went out i was lik really dizzy. =( feel so unwell.
kaiwei finished up ALL his popcorn. pro-ed. next time go movie just give him your leftover popcorn he can eat it for u. lol.. preston he ate half den throw away. sg even worse. look lor!! 3/4 full popcorn. LOL.. wasted sia.. throw away. tut tut. his coke oso give julien in the end. lol......
preston sent me n julien home.. yala. he noes about the petition thingy........

AND OMG, jermaine go tell practically everyone's parent about the petition. and guess wad?
my father said................
"you are doing a correct thing to voice out your difficultly. as yur father, i wana noe your prob 1st so dat i can fight wif u for a better tcher." OMG pro-ed!! i love my father so much. so caring. <3...........
jamie's mom support her. RACH's mom too. whoa!!~ joan's mom writing letter to principle. nice one sia u girlies. :D.. get support from my father and fongster's a dead fish. u noe my father. he ever go pizza hut n make a fool of himself, shouting for plate. lol. and he go buy stuff oso shout until siao de lor. ha! my dad with me, fong can do NOTHING. i can promise. LOL.

uh huh. guess sg happy today la, with julien jumping for joy at home.. lol.. preston ty for treating me & bringing me all the way home. (: i<3uu~

ha! i better start saving again. dots.
>.<.... die liao la. i nv revise today at all.. i better go revise. (:

2006-08-09T22:19:00.000+08:00

today is national day!! :P
happy national day to all my dear singaporeans! :D
haha. maybe im a lil too late? =x=x..

the whole day i was slacking :(... didnt manage to study alot. uh huh.

at night got to go up roof top and see fireworks.
LOL, my father even go bring up tv lehs! den oso gt food and drinks.. lol.. picnic upstair..

lol, this is wad i call; slack! LOL. fun sia. climb up roof to see ndp with tv somemore!

see, so lil fireworks. so blur pictures.. cos i zoom until max lol.. aiyo shuld bring camera la. bring phone lik so useless.. :/

ya lar, celebrations are just like the normal every-year national day.
too bad dis year's fireworks are a disapointment. =(..
the 1st person hu smsed me about the fireworks was preston.
lol, talk about cheapstake >.<.. he thought i suiciding lor, go upstair roof there. lol. so cute :P..

anyways.. nth much to say lar. just kind of happy of wad he said to me over the sms.. >.<

hapy national day to all my friends.. happy school holiday tmr oso.. :D.. (guess this's the day everyone look forward to..)

2006-08-08T20:05:00.000+08:00

>.<.. national day eve...? dis time its the other way round.. its happiness in sch.. going out isnt. we had so much fun with rach n jamie in school.. bazzaar.. (: walked up n down and here n there. fendy won me this hello kitty stuffed toy. so cute. and he doesnt want it. :/... anyways.. we didnt win the mural design thing. so sad lehs!!! lol..

mural. fun lar. yuggy go spoil most of the black markers for the ink.

jamie and rachie;; haha u lil dearies.

haha.. >.<.. so good can upload the pics into computer.

guess hu they are? yinglin n joanie. sweetie pies. :D

after school.. rach n jamie both pei wo go plaza sg.. den dere saw preston waiting for me. =(.. late.. thanks to that 2 sheets of paper. =( anyways.. saw pirates of the caribiean.. >.> a lil too late hor. lol, but ya la. its nice. (: abel cold den dunwan wear preston's jacket. sigggh.. lol we act so lame, start to throw his jacket here n there.. make preston so kelian..

saw sgx there. ok lor! hes not ugly lor. :/...

went to eat. lol.. didnt really eat lar. >.> force me eat de all of them. so full le lor.

played truth or dare.. omg.. =(( destroyed my day. =(((((((((((((((((((((((((((
;( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(
ps.. its sad faces, not happy faces.

later went to take neos.. sgx got julien a stuffed toy. LOL.. god. i mean, omg.. clint and fang force us in the neoprint booth...
..........................................................................
abel la!!! say wad promise den nv go fulfil!!! evil thing.. =(((
dunwan say liao la. :( want to die le. shuld have gone with rach n jamie dey all..

:(((

2006-08-07T18:52:00.000+08:00

monday again... haha bluey, same here, i dun lik mondays lik uu :P
LOL.. go sch already nid to do hw. =((... chinese zuoye left in class i dun even noe nid to do lor..
1st period ft contact time.. rachel!! we forgot to ask to change place totaly!! >.<... nvm hehe, we after ca den ask for change of places k? ^^
maths we did the sets thingy.. den aft that gt one lil test, den a even more smaller test.. ha, i got total of 13 reasonings for the triangle thingy; and got all right. (besides the 3 extra ones..).. i wunder hu marked my paper.. it wrote there, 'marked by..' handwriting cant see the name. LOL.. fendy oso cant really see. >.>
pe get to play baseball. fun lar. lol
recess my phone almost got confiscated. omg!! =((..
music my phone keep vibrating in my pencilcase. omg... =((.. somemore doing music test lehs. so quiet den can hear vibration. >.<..... after that when i off the vibration got one loud sound i think everyone heard. mdm nora lucky never hear. so heng. :D
chem was next. we went into the class n saw the class in a mess, thanks to the rain. den soonhao fendy tim sean they all go say suresh was the one hu did it.. wa.. den gt into trouble..
english got to do portfolio. LOL, nid to write about some suspense thingy. read fendy's compo.. so funny. lololol...
chinese we get to slack. haha gerald n fendy :D..
fendy u better go pay me BACK FOR MY PEN!!! I LEND U U GO LET FENG-ster TAKE IT AWAY!!! WAAAAAAAAAA... =(( my precious pen de lor. sian!!
after sch supposed to stay back with jamie n rach de.. den went to see preston instead. (: so happy hehe. ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

oh well, dats it lor.. >.<

2006-08-06T15:25:00.000+08:00

sunday
omg, i cant believe i slept through yesterday! i slept at 4, den up to 10 den i woke up.. den aft that clint, preston n my father called my hp at the same time.. LOL.. anyways.. got to hear his voice (:

uh huh.. den today? woke up den have to go to my grandparents house.. wa.. did nth dere lor.
my sisters lar.. dun allow me sit with them on the bed. den i have to lie down on the cold hard floor. >.< sms him until julien go complain to my mother dat i wasting sms. diao lor.
aft dat we dropped the idea of going suntec; ''thanks'' so much to julien. zz.
anyway.. i went to parkway wif jasmine. boring old parkway again, sigh. =((

and guess wad? i started revising only a lil lil teeny weeny bit. i think i better go study.. :((
and still quite alot of work not done. :((((
so well then.. :((

2006-08-05T13:16:00.000+08:00

Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company

He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss upon my cheek
As he reluctantly
Asks if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well

Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

Our love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore
Uh
Anymore (anymore)

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer (a murderer)

-unfaithful, rihanna

i dunwan to be a murderer. =(
pls understand me.. sometimes really very hard; when i feel that i like him and i noe that u like me.. its so.. complicated. sometimes i just cant take it.. i just want to be friends.. =((

until now i still duno which place im walking to.
maybe i'll just follow u.
and i love you preston. (:
only you.

2006-08-04T20:17:00.000+08:00

hmm.
friday again.

well..
assembly was like, talking about going late to sch n skipping 1st period on friday. can skip the fm2's lesson! LOL!~
chinese was 1st. god. i NEVER learn much lor. and guess wad....... i got full marks for chinese speling! shocking news hor. when aft ting xie me n fendy go to our TEACHER and ask for marks for the mo xie thing. guess wad, she didnt care. wtf larhs. and she's half blind. she thought i pierced my nose. -__- lame lor. den she go hold my head den inspect my nose like some werido. anyways.. i din pierce lar, so she malu-ed herself. hu dares to pirece on yur nose anyways. pain lor.
history was next. oh well... miss sri such a sweet teacher.
recess got to eat curry again, this time rach kena curry on her shirt. lol. uh huh. mrs tan very kelian. she queued up behind us, and because time is running out, she gave up queuing. so kelian leh!! =(( such a good teacher; never go cut-queue. god will bless her (:
english did the oral thingy. 1st pic was some playground picture. soonhao go comment on wad he saw under one of the kindergarten girl's skirt. so sharp hor he. there was one picture about some indians on some man-made machine elephant. he go call the elephant horny. >.<... funny guy.
ya lar. fendy so lame lor. wan cut off blood form his hand using string. he very wad lehs. stupid guy. and he says, "the weather so hot! i wan my hand to be cold." wad kind of stupid reason is dat?
physics we get to join table. aiyo, tim n cheryl tgether la. (haha.) cos, ya la, theres only 10 gals in class, i get to sit with soonhao instead. see him playing with his hp.
and ya. im saying the truth!! i gt stomach ache; and i dun mean to pon np.
rachel is my witness!!!
we did the ramen thing. justin came to us n asked us wad kind of flowers jamie like. =x
oh well; den i went out with rach cos she wana cut hair. ya la, by that time i no stomach ache le.
we walked down roxy square 3 times before choosing a reliable hair salon. LOL.
my way of how to judge a good hair salon: 1, floor must look good. (wood floor lor.) 2, the hairstylist's hair must be nice. meaning, he/she must have taste la. 3, sweet hairstylist.
ha! and i got it right. rach's hair is quite nice now, and she even got a sweet frindge. (:
went to get some bubble tea in parkway, den walked home. (:
rachel is so cute now. hehe~
went to ransack my mom's room for her hp box. no oxygen de in her room.. =( walk walk walk den feel lik falling. =x.. funny feeling.. 1st time feel lehs. lik wan to fall down =xx

went home n played a while.. uh huh, undead got a new char. gal warrior. lol..
fendy n i played minesweeper, and yea. i won him twice. i resigned for once. aiya.
i wunder how justin feels. if jamie actually really accepts his flowers. :/

nvr see preston online. so sad. =((
y u never tell me u hurt yur ankle yesterday..? :(( i feel so bad lors.. :(( u dun nid worry about me de la. ^^

i wunder how many diff people read my blog everyday. i now of two readers le.. (: i wunder hu else read my blog regularly de. (:

2006-08-03T21:22:00.000+08:00

yea!! so happy today.

1. mark helped me do attendence. so sweet of him. UNLIKE yingtai.. treat me n jamie lik enemy lik dat. humpf!!
2. geog lesson we get to have the presentation AFTER school. good lor. more time. hehe
3. chinese got to slack as we only do compo.
4. english get to do oral thingy. and fendy got chosen. LOL. knew he would go up.
5. maths get to fnish up sets. duno y, gives me the feeling dat, 'oh dats it. we learnt everything for ca le. nid to revise..'
6.for art, muimui nv say anything. she contented with wad ever i do.. duno y. LOL. omg, i was just wondering whether she really treats me lik pet. =x.
7. get to do presentation after sch. and mrs chen says, 'yur presentation so short and sweet.' YEAS!! hapy liao. lol. rachel our saviour lor. we bully her =x.. let her do the case study.
8. aft sch get to walk home with rach. commented about suresh n where he stays cos he walkin behind us. den aft dat suresh (ya la. his pace really fast) caught up with us we faster crossed the road. was really obvoius we avioding him. LOL.. anyways, was smth to laugh at. rach so bad, dunwan folow me. lol. jk.
9. went to gamers. clint tell me go de =x.. lol, i stay katong there for lik 4 years and didnt notice gamers. diao.
10. saw preston there. :D..
11. he walked me home. so sweet. and hes getting more shuai everytime i c him. lol. i think im 1 n half heads shorter den him. duno la lol. hes super tall~ :D so happy to see him.
12. went home and got a nice looooong nap.
13. get to eat white chocolate today. u noe how much i miss it!!!
14. get to see him online too.. :P
15. he actually wan to hold my hand!!! just knowing dat so happy liao. lol.
16. got unfaithful liao. thanks to fendy hu saw justin hearing de song. ty justin too. i was searching for the song for whole 3 days!~

its funny i feel so happy just to see u. :D

2006-08-02T20:08:00.000+08:00

love is cannot be forced..?

sch sucks la.

aft sch got to go rach's house. played with andrew.. he cried alot of times.. he oso got caning.. poor boy!! =(... hes lik, 3 years old only.. got caning liao...
after dat we even go ransack rach's stuff.. all her toys.. ya lar, even at dis age, we still like toys la. but we are girls. :P

i shuldnt have told preston anything. =(
all my deepest secrets.. all told him..
maybe i hurt him.. did i?
i duno la. =( i duno wad to do. really.

but then i cant life without him. ):

maybe this time round i'll just make a short post lor. i nth to say le.
my life is so tiring.

2006-08-01T15:38:00.000+08:00

im sooo happy today!!!

well, okay lar. half happy half sad.

in sch.. is sad, after sch is happy.

sch..
maths is another boring subject to start off the day.
english was spelling. yea!! another nv-cheat spelling that gort full marks!
recess.. hmm? ya lar. jamie not in good mood. duno wad to do to help her. sob.
lit test i got 15/25. fendy beat me and hes over happy about it. i think i lowest in class. :((
phy.. sean's bdae ma. den sing some happy bdae song for him.
wasted so much time just to play with things around us to make sound.. lame experiement lar. lol. his sms spoilt my mood...?
ce. wasted a while trying to type the super long sms to him. sorry azri. its all i can do. forget u.
history was boring yet again. soonhao he tried to talk to me in tamil? =x.. lol sometimes he act lame de. but funny.
maths AGAIN. fendy go pull my hair lor. so playful. -___-
ponned np. yea la. i noe i bad, but then really no mood to go.

happy:
finally end the whole suffering situation.
happier:
met him online. ya lar. just c him will be happy le..
happiest:
after so long, he finally, finally.. finally asked me to be his gf.

and ya, i think i better study now. must fulfil the promise.

2006-07-31T20:41:00.000+08:00

i want to die ler.. :(

azri, just forget me. im no one in your life. just a person; obstacle? an evil person that is trying to destroy your life. u must move on; im just a tiny obstacle in your life. go on. you've passed your number one hard obstacle in your life. mend your life up and just move on.

im like, a satan who goes round destorying ppl's lives? i think i destroyed 3. satan in disguise maybe.

i wan forget everything lar.
everything. from starting of day one when i like HIM, the HIm, then HIM. i want azri to be the last person im going to hurt.
sorry. very very sorry. =(

and no, im not going to hurt him. never.

i want this bad luck to end lar.
i wan grow up marry him.
i wan grow up be with him
i wan grow up everyday see him

ya.. dats all for now lor. case closed. im never going to like anyone else but him.

2006-07-31T18:01:00.000+08:00

monday again!~

life is like so boring.. monday to monday and to monday again; keep repeating..
it rained in the morning.. =( and its like, the best time to take a nap? :((

omg, today maths we learnt about some venn digram thingy. brain really gona explode!!
we slacked at PE. do nth de. hehe. earn air-con in the gym lor.
music.. another air con place in the audi..
chem.. did the pH thingy. jamie n me fasinated by the colour changes. o.O
english was unlucky!! i had to go in front of the class and read that passage. omg, i was nervous >.<... but yea lar, miss chong rated me 8/12. WHOA.. sarcastic remark maybe.. my voice became louder? o.O i was practically screamin. lol.
chinese.. yeap, we wasted our time all the way until 5min LEFT, den fongster go tell us take our spelling books. crap. i gort one wrong ler la. dam la.

after sch went parkway wif my sis go buy hp pouch. thanks to her getting her new hp.. i got one for myself too.. zzz.. she go copy me buy the same design. my taste dat good meh. hehe
gort my sis the lil keychain thingy. i went to try my luck and guess wad? i got the limited glow in the dark one. omg. hehe. hang it above my bed lors. every night stare at it >.<
went to library. my sister went to make a fool of herself there. talk so loud. -_-

uh huh. :( i think thursday cant go out le barh. sigh.. :((

2006-07-30T22:02:00.000+08:00

still sunday.

and guess wad?!! i tot this sunday gona be another boring sunday..
turned out not at all~ ^^

afternoon was studying all day.. thanks to me my sisters got to study too.
i made promise to my mom to study so that at night can play. and yeap, got 2hours worth of play time. yeas!!!

dinner time me n julien go play prank on my elder sister... ya lar, i think im the only child in the family hu can take chili. hehe. so ya lar, jasmine got to eat chili, her long time "favourite" food. :P
hehe. but then i got bullied by them lor. dey go touch me with such dirty dirrrty hands. hehe.

preston was late.. some lucture? =x.. but then nvm lar. he came online a while later.
liyan, clint, and abel oso came along.
together with phutphut, findinggf, sgx, byen, firey.. supposed to be a small maple wedding de. lol.. but turned out big.

we got an error at the 1st time round. den we restarted the whole thing. LOL. was so funny. i think we're the 1st hu got this error.

there you go.. the ss..

and i think 1st time gort ppl go summon stuff here. i very werid.. >.<.. 5 sacks gone at once. LOL. saw the moon above my character's head..? he gave me dat de.. say i must be lik it.. smiling moon. hehe.

there, de end.

and i said the three words to him!~ i<3you>.<

its funny how i actually said that.. >.<...

2006-07-30T11:44:00.000+08:00

yea!! its sunday!!~
i woke up at 10++..
played a while.. so boring!!!.. without you. =(

he so cute!! call me cynderella. so funny. laugh so much.
we together study barhs. now u cant play alot den study lorh. ^^ jiayou!

its funny how the class guys suddenly noe about u wor. suddenly every1 go to me ask me, hus preston. lol.. :/..

yesterday my mom gave her her hp to me!!! :P
well, at least i get a better phone. hehe. at least can play music >.>
no bluetooth or infar anyway. so its considered crappy in a way. but got 3g. :P
and ya, julien got my old handphone. she looks happy, well.. her 1st handphone. shes happy, im happy too. and i got rid of my old phone. happy enough.

GUESs wad!!! rachel; my mom say she dun allow me join piano with u. =(... sorry..
i very sad lorx. lol. hate my mom sometimes. but den she gave me her phone. hehe
and she rose my ALLOWANCE!! whaa so happy. $14 a week ler. at least better den 10 a week. haha! im saved from poverty~!!

yesterday fendy really go return me 100k in maple.. >.> he very funny lors. talktalk den suddenly he come in. :P.. fendy pro in drop game. lol.. but im better. (:

julien is playing wif my hp now. she so excited about taking videos. >.<...
and dere goes the weekend. another whole week of school. =(

2006-07-29T17:34:00.000+08:00

there you go, my scanner is finally working (:
saturday is always this boring. :/
morning i woke up at 11++.. yea! have such a sweet nice looooooong sleep on saturday ever since for the past 3 weeks. atc was one which spoilt my 1st saturday. den the next saturday was tkdo. and the tk golden run spoilt my next next saturday. 3 saturdays in a ROW!.. i finally got my special "no occasion" saturday.

julien was the one suffering today. mom picked on her to do her maths. i think julien hates her :/ lol. she didnt get to use the cmputer, so unlike me. ^^

i cant use the computer at night, i think. sorry =(

and he comforted me!! i dunwan die le. ^^ i have such a sweet guy near me. (:
^^.. and he said he was jealous.. duno y.. dat sentence made me so happy. :D

2006-07-29T12:39:00.000+08:00

what did i do?

what did i do to deserve his care?
what did i do to deserve your love?
what did i do to deserve anything in this entire world..?
what did i do to get so many ppl's love?

my sisters.. i everyday shout at them de.. why did they still like me?
my father.. i hated my mother. and why does he still like me?
my mom.. i hated you. every moment i hated you. and you hated me too. you said it very clearly. yet, sometimes you just pretended that i didnt hate you and pretended that you didnt hate me. why must you do that? its like you're bluffing yourself. the only time i like you was the old times, when you were the same old mother i see everyday.. but now? its all different. i hate you. but still, you gave me my allowance and gave me all the things i want and all the things i need. i feel like im lying to you. :( its like a werid feeling.. hating and loving you at the same time.
him.. i didnt even care for him at all. although he does. and i destroyed his life completely. totally. gave him all the bad luck any on out of a million guy will get. but why? did he still care about me? and never give up..? i treated him so badly. so so so badly. i didnt even made him happy for once. and the usual happy him just faded away.. into a guy who is so much of sorrow and sadness.. all because of me. but why..?
her.. its kind of werid.. i keep keeping things behind your back. and you never notice it. i feel so bad. and yet you're still my friend. =(
you.. i didnt even do anything to help you. nor anything to make you happy or anything.. =(.. den i gave u bad luck and also keep hiding secrets from you.. :(

my life is all in a total mess.
a real total mess.

i want to just die.

2006-07-28T20:24:00.000+08:00

crap! i left my file in school today. now wad. i cant remember the timetable for monday. guess i have to depend on jamie.. :P

chinese.. mo-xie leh!!! stupid song must memorise.. yeap, fail lar. so durrh. gort 9/20. one more mark. monday i go get back my 10/20 mark. cos she mark wrong. i NEED to pass lors.
history.. whoa. i passed the level test (ya la ya la. not good, but not bad either.) so happy.. 15/25? at least okok standard lar. JAMIE so alien!! can get 19/25. omgomg!!! rach got 13.5.. yea la. average lor. (:
recess we ate curry and got our blouses all dotted with curry. >.>
english. oral lar. boring!!!! super super suuuuuper boring!
phy.. omg. i slept through the paper. my eyes closed my hands write. really very tired. last 5 min den managed to wake up and complete the paper. *crosses fingers* hope i pass; which is lik, 50-50 chance?

yea! got ipw to do. and then we did flash.. yea!! its completed!
yar lar. u wan see it can ask me for it on msn.. now i sending one to rach. omg, its lik, a super big file. thanks to the monster song.

haha. 3.30 den we went out of the computer lab. we are so slack!!!.. den the other np guys hu played soccer came n went together to np at the same time with us. LOL. omg, and itwas the 1st time we did the pattern. so HARD!!! arrgh..

went home at.. 4.30. yeap.
played a while.. i missin the super sack event. sob. sorry owlstar. ):
i wunder hu called me just now. using public telephone de. >.> i nv answer cos my handphone was lagging dat time..

omg, the past are starting to rake up again. wad should i do!!!!!!!! must i always revolve around "friends" who dont want to be friends? =( move on lar. life is not always like that.. =( as i said, anyone with me will get bad luck de. i think i better not continue on like dat.. :( i just want to be friends, can..? dont rake the past up on me. :(

is he un-banned from his computer? =x... i miss him so much...
yesterday he went to police station leh. omg. =(( so worried for him. his family problems even worse then mine. :( i tot u'll get locked up or smth leh. :( dun do dat again kay? make me so worried.. :((

2006-07-27T19:03:00.000+08:00

are all guys like dis?
do all of them turn back aftr u just said u want to be friends?

until now im still wondering.. wondering.

today.. thurxday.. worst day ever.
geog i got 19/25 leh. omg. low low LOW!!! =(
mrs chen must have hated our class. class of slow pokes. :/
chinese.. wasted 35mins on talking crap!! woo. gerald rocks la, go continue tlak to her make her cant teach.
english.. letter writing!! wrote 600++ words leh.. miss chong say 350 MAX leh. die. sure fail. =(
maths was another boring lesson. soonhao went to talk about 2F and asked mdm goo, "do u lik 2F form tcher?" den mdm goo go say, ok wad.. aiyo, poor tchers. 2F class poor class la. bad name for a class. :/
art was.. bleahs.. nid to do a new layout. sob!

maths olmpiad was next.. fail la. lucky not counted for CA. heng. (:

>.>
spend the whole day playing lors.. sigh. n tmr got phy test..
and, yea. happy bdae justin. (:

things to du:
1. flash.
2. revise phy
3. du art.
4. du history

i miss u so much.. :(.. one day in school like pass so long.. =(

2006-07-26T21:14:00.000+08:00

aiyo. alot of homework to do. tmr oso got maths. the flash thing im half doing!!! omg!!

and to think; i even went out strolling. omg. im such a SLACKER!

sch was crap. get to do 2.4 today. SURESH LAR GO TAKE WRONG TIMING. im going retake, i dun care!!!
and omg, lit was really hard. justin, he wrote 2 WHOLE pages and me? one page only. omg im truely trueeely dead.
D&t boring as usual. dun really care so much about him (well.. the last time him.) anymore. maybe forgetting is just one good thing.
info tech was boring, the same. yushan cheryl go play dressing up with the south park mini ppl. lol.
ipw, we all slacked.. almost done the flash.

aft sch went home.
reached home, gambled a bit with my sisters.
ate, den went to parkway. we go parkway do NTH lor. lol.. funny, go dere for fun only. on the way saw yushan and cheryl. lol. at least, i get to drink my milk tea again. omg, really tempting. every few days must go parkway buy de. lol.
after dat went to library.. lol.. my sisters lar. go follow me all the way den didnt borrow a thing. dey ar.. like to waste time. lol.
went home dat time tried our luck 3 times in the toy vending machine. and got 2 yellow toys, one white. i wan pink lors. my elder sis la. dunwan give me. lol.

i miss him so much!!! ^^ he banned from computer lo. den have to go abel's house play. poor u.. =(.. dun waste money lar. u use money on me i will feel very bad de. :(

tmr it'll be super stress day!! got chinese+maths com (until 4..)+art+ so many other stupid subjects.. and i wun get to see (/hear) him tmr. =(..

and my life isnt dat bad. azri, u dun nid to pity me de.. =(.. tmr if u go suicide i will suicide with u also. same goes with if u go cut/ jump from 4th floor/ bang on the wall/ etc, and didnt die, i'll go follow you. :((

guess wad, today my father graduate from university le leh! so happy. such a successful lil boyboy. (:

okay; now, im calling myself to... jiayou for tmr!!! :D

2006-07-25T21:37:00.000+08:00

yea! its our best day of the week. "as if!!.."

maths was superrrr boring.
english too. but gort full marks for spelling. hehe. and NO, dis time round i din cheat. (:
lit was boriiing. tmr got test leh!!
sorry fendy. (:... u will always be my friend la. dun nid think of other things. FRIEND LA. if u dun be my friend i go punch u. hehe (:
science [phy]. me and jamie started it. we wrote a petition.. starting from dis, dear principle, we the students of sec 2C, feels that our chinese teacher, mdm f***, is not responsible of doing her role as a teacher. LOL! its rawks! we got the support form soooo SOOOO many of the 2Cians. (: after when we writing halfway den.. mrs goh go confiscate the paper. OMG!! me n jamie duno wad to do. LUCKILY..... mrs goh SIDED US. omg shes so kind! she was lik, "was it that bad..?" yea! me n jamie den wasted a while complainin everything to her. l0ll..
CE.. got to go computer lab. and slack. we all got th e lil stickers of all the gals in class den paste it all together. made some headband and popped it on rachel's hair. poor rachel!!
and guess wad, our "fire-mdm-F***-petition-to-the-principle" was passed down and so many ppl supported us. yea!
history. huimin added a nice sweet sentence about gabriel, completeing the paragraph. shaojun w0r.. he go write another whole paragraph below the other paragraphs. good one (:.. total 2 pages le. if we type will be 1 page++ le. aim for 3 pages 2Cians! we nid our chinese grades!! help the needy and suffering 2Cians (:..

want to know y we so sooo hate her? here goes (a lil summary of the reasons we wrote)
no1. the chinese spelling. tell us learn the whole chapter. while other ppl have the spelling list.
no2. the chinese oral. she go tell us ONE day before the oral exam. ty so much..
no3. the chinese composition (dictionary).. yea. its our MID YEAR exams and she didnt go chop for us our dictionaries. me jamie and rach go to her, she said "your business."
no4. chinese electronic dictionary. she didnt even tell us we can buy it. and we didnt have any chance to buy it anymore. down go our compo marks.
no5. she go praise the 2Hs (did she?) and go critise the 2Cians. a tcher shuldnt do dat. [dis, is wad sj go write. nice reason h0r.]]
no6. gabriel that case. unfair la she.
no7. no time to do corrections. 5min ONLY LOR. den she tell us go copy TEN TIMES MORE.
more to come.. any 2Hians got anything to write/sign on the petition can tell me. LOL.

i feel so evil. mayb i am? lol. (:

after sch got to stay back for np. i forgot to bring my np clothes so went back home. never eat lunch ><....
got to hang up the national day decos. thank me n joan, who were the ONLY ones hu hanged the decos outside the sec2 classes. dun go destroy our work (:
we got to do campcraft. omg.
guess wad, theory test joan got 60++.. i got 59. happy le la. lol :D

i cant belive suddenly 2000++ ppl come read my blog le. :D i grew so famous!! ty ty ty ^^

at least for now, i knoe u actually bothered to come read my blog. (: so happy ^^ <3~

2006-07-24T18:28:00.000+08:00

omg omg omg omg omg omg!!!
stupid thursday!!! omg!!! sch ends at 4.30. die. aahh!!! :(

today:
ft period- dis cip so slack. i let mrs tan do the job of voting. i sit there shake leg.
maths- boring!!
pe- yea! lucky me!!! omg i dun even nid to du 2.4.. yea!!! next week/ few days later do i dun mind!! today i mind!! lol. lucky me. we 5 gals go to the gym go play with everything around us. fun la. den yushan n i go play with the notice board. yushan arr, so dirty minded. lol.
music.. lol. got to enjoy aircon
sci [chem]]. alot of homework. the experiment so boring >.>
english was going thru the compre. i wasted 5MARKS COS I DIN DO THE BOTTOM QUESTIONS!!! AHHH.. if i do den i sure pass le lorh!!! aah!!!
chinese. LOL. gabriel gabriel.. lol. fongster go pass the papers he copied around th class. den tell us sign the paper if it looks like chinese. really, REALLY, his handwriting look like korean words! den we go sign one of the papers (: cos dat paper can read. den fong la, tell ppl go up read the words. lol.
aft sch.. go home ate, den play. tired of playing so went to blog.. ><..

ty azri 4 dat lil voodoo doll. lol. (; so cute. dere you go, another strike off my wishlist. (:

u reading..? thursday i coming home at 4.30++.. :(:(:( sorry.. unless aft 4.30 can? or change day.. :( sorry arh.. [im so sad on thursday im not free!!! sob!! :(((( ]

<3ing you always (:

2006-07-23T19:25:00.000+08:00

siigh..
sunday n saturday go so quickly.
oh well.

i duno larhs.

here are the things i nid to say to you guys.. indirectly? >.>

to this person..: . if u reading dis.. sorry :(... its not i dun care about u de.. is not that i dun even like u a BIT.. i like you, but there are places in my heart that you cant be able to reach.. its not dat yu're wrong or anything.. its my fault. :( sorry.. but for you, i have a special place in my heart i keep for you. specially for you.

to this special guy:.. >.< you made it. <3..

to this special friend: yea lar. if u read this i think you shuld noe hu u are. you'll always be my friend. forever (: (even though u made me lose u in the 5km run. -_-)

to dis sweet friend.. : i duno.. lets both not spoil other ppl's relationship. leave them alone ba. (: dats the best.

to my lil sis: ya la. u keep sayin u hate me but i noe u din mean it. yea. (: hehe.

tmr is monday again!!! aw man!!
byebye. :( (sobs..)

2006-07-22T15:35:00.000+08:00

today!

woke up at 5++//.. nid to go there early cos nid to help crowd control.
i went to bus stop leh. den jamie overslept. so hard to wake her up!!! omg. den rachel nehs; her mom fetch.. :(.. see leave me alone. so sad!!! :( den i tot i saw ghost leh!!! ;(

after dat i decided to go home. :( sobs. i call my papa fetch me. he so sweet (:.. den reach there no one dere. lol~.. i love you papa (: without u i will very alone de. lol.

met adeline 1st. she wlaking here n dere doing nth. lol. den yinglin call me den met her with cedic. shawn she dunwan step on grass >.<>.> den nid to stand riiiight in front of balbinder. lol. he screams at the mike!! dats the thing i dun lik.

after dat den do some funny "warm up?" lol. miss nani go tell phtographr to take us. >.<.. after dat got the run. lol. rachel she dunwan go alone so me n yinglin we go find her. walkwalk walk den ran in front to meet her. lol! every1 in front didnt run. all walk. walking expedition? =x.. den after dat we three got fed up den ran a while to cut the sec4s.. den we so much faster den the rest of the crowd. we walked lorx. lol~.. half way saw mark n tate. lol! mark dunwan lose gals den try to run. but we beat dem~ lalala. saw fendy adam gabriel dey all in front a while later.. den beat dem, den lose them. we lik racing each other lo. -_-.. last part fendy go cheat la. actually i can win him de. 1metre differnce. good leh! for a gal like me VS fendy; overall, if fendy IS a gal, he sure lose me. lol! and rachel; she beat so many ppl. lik mark tate dey all. mark after run bu gan xin w0r. lol. den met jamie. yea! aiyo. deep sleeper la. lol. next time buy 3 alarm clocks put in her room. shawn ill. i din noe until she look so pale den i touch her head. omg. fever running high.. :(.. went to take care of her. she puked once. sigh. poor girl la. den later she have to take bus home somemore. no one else take care of her somemore. :(.. talent search.. diao. i still think sir ming jie he shuld win 1st lo. how can dat awful sound of that guy win 1st. -_-.. aft everything waited for my father. diao. 30-40min den come. cos he busy doing other stuff. sigh.. 1st is joan she pei wo. den she went home.. tiong han he wait with me. lol. very funny la him. aft dat when my father come he go find out the canoe thing. poor thing; he nid to go get a star den can canoe. LOL. poor guy! but he canoe very pro lo. >.<><

preston is so sweet ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^
so happy (:(:(:

2006-07-21T19:06:00.000+08:00

wahh back from npcc (:

morning..
me n jas saw a sad cat on the road.. her back leg is gone.. :(.. i wana bring dat cat home. so kelian!!!
chinese was 1st period. :/ same old chinese period.. fendy n i go vandalise a paper by drawin a whole collectiion of stick man (of her) and alot of bad words (to her).. lol. (:
history was sweet. miss lin she left us (forever..) she gave me a card to pass around :D.. the card so sweet. ty so much miss lin for tching us his and lit!! will rmbr u forever; god bless!
den was english. sigh.. :( nth mucch today.
sci was last. fendy finally told me wad he wanted to say for how many how many days?.. i think he look sad.. :( sorry..

after sch, went home.. with rach (: its really HOT!!! sweating lik hell. :(.. rach so kind; still say she dun mind in the sun.
aft dat went to jamie's house. saw her lil kitty again. i wana catNAP it!! so cute!! played with jamie's swing until i scared of swinging. :/ there was once i went REAL HIGH, shocked me. lol.
when going home dat time jamie's kitty go touch my face with its paws.. omg so cute!! so sweet lar. he didnt even use his claws when doing it. so kind cat. ^^

oral. my chinese oral sure fail!!! :(.. my chinese so bad. i noe. :(

after oral i stayed at bunk until joan come back. LOL! den we all (4 of us..) wait until drills den go down. :)

drills wasnt bad. :D

home..
the lu guang shen ling.. so sad!!! last episode i sure cry again :(
:( cant see him today. or can i? :D
and clint, u guessed right. its him.

2006-07-20T22:08:00.000+08:00

so long never post le! lol~

ysterday (wed)..
got history test! and guess wad? the test i forgot to write the mcq qn answers on the FULCAP! HELP!!!! aahhh.. :(..
after sch went to bugis with edel. got clint bdae gift..
den den went around window shopping. ate lunch (or isit dinner? LOL) in fish&co. fish n chips very nice to eat.. shuld try ^^
den after dat took neo prints.. i duno if my scanner now work or not.. nv try.. if i got the neos up on computer i go upload to friendster let u all see kay (:
afte dat we went home quite late. but it was fun ^^
and guess wad? i step into my house lik 1min den my parents come back. so heng. LOL!
-i gave up. on you. waiting is just too pain. too hard. so suffering.

today (thurs)
LOL! our so-called "BADest day of the week!~"
geog.. yea. we done our project. me n rach started to learn our mo xie (chi dictation..).. lol~ we sang the song until chenny come confiscate our paper. ~ after lessons we were lik, "can we get back our paper?" den chenny say,"u sing the whole song for me 1st." diao! we say "NO! we rather leave the paper there!!" den we ran out of the computer lab. LOL.
chinese was the one. tmr got chinese oral n fongster she.. told us TODAY ONLY. and the other classes know it eariler den us. i wan to chop off that evil bious tcher's head.
and mo xie. sure fail la. lol.
english had to learn about some anoxeria disorder.. edel says i suffer from it. NO WAY!.. lol
maths we get to slack. nid to do dat ws about sets and we say, "ok we do.." den we turn to the back page n copy answer! den we slack the rest of lesson. poor relief tcher.
art. ~ my nails passed. no nid cut my nails LOL!.. art was boring.. stylized drawing only. u noe muimui she came up to me n asked me whther i wan join art next year. no way!! i wan triple science; gettit~ i dunwan see her face for the next 2 years. lol.
after sch.. ya lar. edel she got make up lessons. sigh. den i went home lo. went to get some stuff with my other sis. jul lar. she say she can sneak out of her class de. den in the end cannot. lol.. den after dat i walked to parkway.. :).. met edel dere and den met the guys at mph..
guess wad; i din know anyone's face. lol.
after dat went to kfc. i reckon its the guys' 1st time in parkway? duno where is kfc lol..
and preston he intro me to the rest. cant rmbr hu is hu though. lol. only can rmbr clint, abel, liyan, and preston. the rest forgot names le. lol.. sorry if i forgot yur name >.>.. and guesed wad? preston gave me a new wallet (omg!!! i <3 it so much~).. ^^ ty so much preston!
after dat went to katong there.. bowl lorhs. malu myself. really cant throw straight. :/.. but got once i tyco strike. lol!~ if it wasnt for preston hu help me play i think i laston the list. ^^
the guys so pro in bowlin.. @.@...
after dat went home lars. edel took bus.. den preston walk me half the route home..
and yar. preston, you're absolutely not ugly at all. (:

tmr got np lehs. sigh. but this time im not ponning!! ^^ i angel lol.
i scared tmr get alot of pumpin. :(
but oh well. jiayou!! must get over this weeks np!!

and thursday isnt as bad as the other thursdays.

2006-07-18T19:45:00.000+08:00

yea!! tuesday.. :/

school was the worst part of the day. yea.. dun really smile alot today.. maybe is my mood.
sh was the one who spoilt it even more. -_-.. ask rachel la. i walking past sh only he go scold me. siao guy. dat moment i really want to slap him. lol..
after dat, i ponned np. i really no mood la..

reach home.. my mood became better..
went out with my sistas~.. got my sis a nice cake and den bought some coloured papers..
window shopped a while.. den went home. saw pres and the rest online. and yea~ they helped my sis celebreate her 12th bdae. i bought.. a lil 18thjuly keychain, milk sweets and tons tons of sweets for my dearie julien. (:.. and ya.. she got sweet tooth la. lol. preston, being all the while so kind, got my sis cat package. meso magnet, item pouch, pet cat, ribbon, name tag. preston ty so much for making my sis so happy ^^.. and then.... i used another 2dollars to megaphone to the world happy bdae to my dearrie julien (:..

and noww.... im really broke. aahh!!..
just now after dinner my dogs fought. poor me!! none of them were hurt at all.. but me!!! my poor left index finger!!! so poor thing!! numb and pain.. cant type well le.
but still, i so wished the cut was on mt right hand. so i dun nid to do history test tmr. *siGGHh*

there, here's the list of things i nida do now/ the list of things i thinking:
1. history test.
2. suffering from my poor dog bitten finger
3. still angry about the carelessness in my maths paper today.. I READ THE QN. WRONG DAM!!
4. left with $6 and nothing else. (have to get another bdae preznt and also my food!!) OMG!!! aahh
5. wad will happen tmr?? wad happened!!! im gona die cos np sir n maam gona chase me.

but nevertheless..

happy bdae my sweetie smallie shortie tinnie weenny..
julien (: i love u so much dearie sis

2006-07-17T20:08:00.000+08:00

walou.. my mom.. -_-".. the whole day ive been studyin n she's lik, "hello! u cant on your comp., u have to study"... crap la.. -___- she ought to read catherine lim's book. all work n no play? -_-... one day i may just lose my patience and just go rebel. and ms chong; i'd be totally happy if, u go talk to my mom and repeat what u have taught us about kevin.
anyway; so WAD if u have such a good daugther in acedemic results whenn she dont even love u a BIT.

monday again. crap la. cos of the coming bdaes, im now broke. clint neh.. until now havent think of a prezie for him. edel la edel.. help me think!!! :( and guess wad, tmr i have to stay back for PT.. crap those seniors. npcc supposed to be on friday. LIKE they no time to put pt in lik dat. diaos lo. pon la pon la. -_-

sch is totaly boring. cos its a monday. and even if chinese was ONLY one period. i totally totally hate mondays. and i also hate this week's tuesday. and i totally hate the npcc scheldule. crap la. de seniors think we go ssoooo much time to spend with them? -_- and ask us to stay back for them to 4.30 den pt? no way!

omg. so much things.. got level test tmr oso. cant the ncos spare a tiiny ity wiity bit of thought for us?! im dying of stress!!

one, my parents.
two, homework.
three, im broke.
four, theres np on tuesday.
five, its my sis bdae tmr.
six, i have to plan up wednesday.. go out aft sch
seven, i have todo geog.. the project..
eight, on thursday got mo xie.
nine, i have no time
and lastly, 10.. tmr... is gona be a very.. tirin day. :(

2006-07-15T14:50:00.000+08:00

yea!! its saturday

i woke up wiithout alarm u knoee!!! hard lo!! woke up at 7.. wana sleep..den went to schh.. got tkdo gradin.. (:.. went sch den ppl say dat the grading wooulld be at 10. siao!!! 8-10 do wad? trainin. diao.

but yea larhs. ty jiechong for lending joannie yur shiirt.. (:.. if u nv lend den she die..
grading was lik, 40sec? den got to slack for a loong while. adeline tried her best.. and she passed! yea! (: joan nervous la.. diao. all the nccc 2c guys all point at her. -_- at least u guys shuldnt stare la. will frighten ppl.

oh well. me joan n yinglin oso. yea!~ ^^

oh, so confirmed.. edel oso wan go together;;.. u dun mind hor. (:.. now to choose u a bdae prezzie.

i wan go out later.. :(..

2006-07-14T20:37:00.000+08:00

LOL! today half day. monrnin DM was lik, "i'll read the classes nid to stay back to clean their class. "

and guess wad? our class.. no nid stay back! yeas!!! LOL im a great cip rep hor!! lol..zzz.. nd i failed my ca... chinese. crap de la. sure fail anyway. my chinese all fail de la.
den was history. LOL.. we grabbed kaiwei into our group. and let him do all the talking. clever us gals hor!!..lol

after sch got tkdo.. (part of np..).. i ponned with joan n yinglin. yea~ and went to tm.. got ourselves a new pencilcase each, den went to take photos. dam malu la.. lol.. no $ left to take neoprints.. (ya la. 1st time ever, we very poor).. den instead joan whipped out her camera den go take photos of us~.. lol, nice one joan. we 1st sat on a couch den found it too small. den went to the GIRLS toliet.. LOL 3 sitter comfy sofa sia. nice one. somemore got one big big biiig mirror dere. den we made use of the mirror go take photos lo. LOL!! malu malu.. alot ppl see us oso leh. i think in their hearts they are laughing at us. :/..

erms..? we look like tourists right? :P..

2006-07-13T22:23:00.000+08:00

yea! im back. lol..
today ANOTHER THURDAY~..
act. period me n jamie started the project on how guys will react if his gal dun lik him. lol.. fun..
geog was boring la. go com lab. and serveryed more ppl. total got 3/7 good guys only. sad case.
chinese was crap.. some stupid crappy song we got to memorise for mo xie. crap la. the feng's class is so boring.. loook at the other class!!! >.>...
english was learnin about all the diff words taken into english.. ciao~ :D.. kapok oso from diff language. den rach was lik laughin cos dat time de uncle got say kapok before n she tot itwas malay.
maths.. crap la. i duno any stupid formular for polygons. im slackin behind.. and fendy knows all the solution!! crap!!
art was the worst thing. draw until hand pain. sian. OH ya.. nid to do the art.. zzzzz

after sch was better. my elder sis n i went out to parkway wan buy smth for my sis.. her bdae la. wel.. we went mini toons and got a voodoo doll.. den in the end my elder sis intended not to give her n keep for herself. diao. den have to buy other things.. $10 on such a small gift.. for julien. lol.. den got some of julien's rabit sweets.. den after dat went to library.. yea. was really tired sia..
den walk up stairs saw mel n sj.. sian.. sj say i look blur.. -_- blur?
borrowed two books.. den went home..
after dat my mom brought us out to parkway again. walou sian. two times parkway.. diao!
tmr half day lehs. but got np. sian.. SIAN!!! NP TMR!!! aargh.. i wwan sleep lo.
sigh.. bo lui.. no money at all le.. thanks to me treatin my sister in mac.. diao. den ++ bdae pressent.. sian. broke liao. zzz.. tmr cant eat le..
wait for next week ba. for more money. i shuld save more.
lol.. mel wan me play atc (ya la. his game.. raycrash).. i dunwan la. rather type blog den go sleep. den he go say wad i missing out n wad i die.. -_-.. aiyo.. talk to dis kind of guy wun see anything de.. abuse english. lol.
yeap.. preston forever my big bro!~ ^^
and clint.. aiyo.. yur bdae next week.. 2 days after my sis bdae lo. no money buy u gift.. unless u dun mind a small gift lo.. :P..
and yea! tmr half day.. ^^ oh leh!!.. so happy...

1.. maths ws.. better do.
2.. file up history?
3.. art
4.. rmbr mdmF's lil song..
5.. get ready julien's prezzie..
(:

good luck to all the nccsea ppl~ may god bless yur camp to not-be-so torturin.. XP.. the most i can do..

dats all..
byebye

2006-07-12T20:13:00.000+08:00

(: today wednesday.. some of the average days dat aint the worst and not so great either.

morning.. it rained. yea! >.<.. i saw my sis's bio tcher.. shuai la shuai la.. lol.. after dat one the way up to class met wenxin.. lol.. she started scolding jermiaine n yuggy ><..
later saw rach.. lol she has umbrella yet so drenched.. huimin worse =x
and we get morning assembly in class (:.. huiwen nv come today..
maths.. did the remidial ws.. waa... test coming soon. :/..
PE was next. and was still raInin so we got to.. run up and down the school. sian diao!!!..
lit was okay (:.. i sort of lik chongster's period. better den nani lo.
D&T was next.. got to see the special guy (:.. fendy ar.. dun say out my secret :D.. we got to file some photoframe. and i file until so tired.. then after class we got to hold some super big sized tooth brush!! so cute lo~
info tech.. computers all locked de. siaozers.. den we got to do maskin n inserting of songs.. i stilll thinking lo.. how to make the flash the song full instead of cut halfway? i nv hear pratima say lo.
assembly :D,, get to stil at gallery~.. the whole prize presentation was sian.. :/
after dat got geog test..wont faill.. but wont do good. :/ sob!! wads ecosystem!!! i forgot lo!!
come home.. den played a while.. sorry preston.. :(.. really sorry.. :((

2006-07-10T22:09:00.000+08:00

~ atc!!! time to say out everything! :D

day one.
joan, me and yinglin after sch we went out to eat.. and ya.. we stuffed ourselves cos we noe dat in atc sure nth nice to eat de. lol. after dat we went to my house.. den changed and finally went back to sch.. a bit late.. :/ miss nani and DM was there.. lol. no one scold us~
after dat we went up the bus.. last moment of air con.. den i found out i forgot bring poncho, tine and whistle.. so suay lehs!! all i put in a bag den the bag nv bring.. lol.. sir he forgot to bring spec hooks den have to tie twine on this specs.. so cute!!! reached the changi point.. saw the chung cheng high main ppl.. i saw the dearies i met from the SANA course.. :D.. we went up the boat 1st. ^^.. our bags so heavy until backs want to break le. me, joan and yinglin we shouting on the boat. lol. den we tease yinglin of her bf.. >.<.. sweeet couple. lol. reached pulau ubin.. IPW we went there le.. den have to face pulau uibn again. lol. after dat.. bleahs!!! we have to walk "5km up the hill?" omg. we went to basketball court there 1st to rest.. den shafika rach joanie yinglin me all started putting on mozzie repellent.. :x.. make until the whole court so smelly. lol.. after meeting chung cheng yishun.. den saw cch main.. den saw tkg den tks den st pats.. i was hoping some ppl in st pats was sec2.. cos if sec3/1 den cant find out hu knows preston le.. lol. X3.. after dat we have to hike uphill.. aww... the place was roady at 1st.. den we all complianing of the distance.. after we reach the muddy part we started screamin in disgust.. den sir's shoe stuck in mud leh!!! aah.. aafter we reached the camp.. we were like, "woots, finally!!" den found out we got to walk a loooong way in again. =x.. after dat got flag raising.. was sweating lik hell!~~... after dat walk again.. reached our beloved area11. and got to sit in the shade finally after shifting tons of super heavy like rock tables and benches. almost break my hand lo. :P after den got to rest.. like 1/2 the guys all gone to help the maams and sirs.. den we started playing some atc idol thing.. sabo ivan. lol.. he very cute lo.. so short den we call him the most shuai in our squad. after dat when cedic come den lol, we sabo cedic go take over ivan. >.<.. after dat we got into groups.. i heckk wad group de. unlike some other gals hu go change change de. den i duno la. got edelweis in my group.. which is good.. cos i noe her a bit ma. lol.. den she oso dunwan join other groups. ^^ so both fine with each other.. and got along well :D
and ya. the 1st new person i saw in the group was hakim. he was at the front? x]..den after dat we got to..
pitch tents~ ^^ bleahs. all the tkg ppl duno how to pitch de lehs. only cchm dat gal, tks dat gal, me, and edel. so hard to pitch. in the end we do only until 1/2 way. den go le.
we get to sit in a circle. and rmbr the group members names. and also.. get out indentity~ we got orange colour cloth.. thanks to nadia!~ (and guessed wad? she rmbred me from haig gal's lehs!! my old time primary sch friend~ *muacks) we got our name, thanks to me.. lol. crappy name la. independence. :/.. den got the indenities.. hand band. the guys so neat de. cut until so nice. :P.. there as syafhaica? (sp?) nadia, zse ye(cchyishun), clint (st pats), gerald, se jie, edwin (all cchm) , sufian, sherwin, wen jern (tkss :D).. den got derek and Gkao(forgot le la. but these two from yishun branch).. lastly was vanesa from chungcheng main..
have to eat dinner. me and edel we so hard working got out torches and pitched the tent finish. and we ate only sardines for dinner. :/..
and after dat we get to play. so happy ^^.. played blow wind blow, den entangle.. sabo sherwin de.. alot ppl rmbr my name so well they call me.. lol den sherwin always kena. ^^.. whoa. and hakim lost.. get forfeit lol.. so cool lo.. he really go to pole and did pole dance. funny sia. after dat was entangle.. jiechong got cough lehs.. still tell him play.. haiz.. i drank his water.. but nv get cough la. but entangle so cool. nice game. ^^ and we got 1st to fiinish~..
after dat we get to sleep.. century was lik, 3.45? siao. and well... i slept like a PIG. lol. sleep den suddenly ja ye wake us up.. we woke the rest. den the guys woke too. walked with maam don down the route.. simple route. den got to walk again.. the night so cold and scary..
after century.... i went back to tent, and slept again. lol. after dat.. was..

DAY twoo... whoa.
woke up at 5.30 den wash up.. den went to fall in.. den was PT. omg.. lucky... the pt was slack. no running, just push up sit ups and other lil warm ups. slack de lo!~
den was breakfast. and was the 1st time i talk to clint. wa he really chao shuai. lol.. asked about peston.. at least he noes him lo. nice ^^edel and me ate a bit.. all cans de. lol.. sardines..
after dat was.. atf~ wa.. 1st was low ropes. yeap! so fun. dat guy.. must treat vanessa kfc de!! lol. we pro-ed him!! lol. we bully him.. got rock climbing (and i reached top~ i duno hu was the guy below hu jiayou wo de.. but really the voice was the one hu made me go up to up).. aftr dat was maze.. fun.. but yuck. after dat was the gun thing. fun oso la. and we beat the guys.. yay!! ^^
after dat was lunch.. wa... me and edel hors.. we feast sia. make curry tomato maggie. yummy~..
after dat was pioneerin. fun.. ^^ maam not bad la. edel misunderstood her. ^^ after dat was.. hmm? map reading! we got dis dam funny sir afendi.. botak de!~ lol.. funny la. after everything we gals qurrel with him about pigs cant fly and crap.. lol.. den after dat he teach us water parade. and them the "new version" of hentak sonng. so sad i forgot the song. i rmbr den tell u guys lo. ^^.. too bad the other independence ppl nv join the fun~ after dat got campcraft competeition.. 1-4 grp won.~ ^^ hehe.
after dat.. dinner..~ eat ^^..
campfire was nice.. den dis CI next to me was dam funny la. he wan the hong kong ppl to cheer with him the oleh oleh ah ah dat cheer dey nv respond make him mula, den he say "gal, sorry ar, they new" LOL.. say sorry to me. LOL.. edel n me went down campfire to dance also.. den when nid to dance with lukman den nid to go back. HENG AR!! tell me dance with him.. siao.. (hes reowned as a pervo.. eee... but he touch my hand; bleahs i dun care. at least nv dance with him) after dat... slept lik pigs again.. den century.. guess wad? we got the last post~ 4.45 de! *muacks to CIs~* so happy.. the gals camps got ants. besides us. funny lo. all 4 sides the tent all ant infested. and we can sleep lik logs. lol. century this time rocks. so slack de.. den can see clint somemore.. so shuai.. lol. edel oso agree he shuai lo.
den after dat.. we went to wake up the ppl.. morning call~ den we later went to sing the if i were song.. waking everyone up. lol. funy sia. and havent u noticed? its already..

THRID day~
wa~! can go home le. X3.. pt was as slack. and den was breakfast. stuffed ourselves. den was area cleaning.. wa sehs.. the gals.. got the thing still so iirresonsible de.. tell US throw.. walou.. den we were lik screamin lo. den throw outside de guys go laugh.. -_-.. after dat.. after a long time flushing the toliet.. we got to go help the tent ppl.. heh.. total cleaned 6 sheets leh. tiong han extra de.. everytime come go clean the tent lik a dog. lol. sorry ivan.. went to dirty yur rag.. and lol.. can go home le.. den after dat.. at the other side.. (after a looong walk.. ).. saw liyan from st pats also.. lol.. clint n liyan took so long to accept me as azzy's (or, preston if real name) sworn sista.. lol. preston shuai ma? after 3 days i still duno.. lol.. den after dat.. have to go home.. aww.. actually i was sad lehs. even if really wan go home.. i sad have to leave such a nice grp.. have nadia inside, have vanessa, have gerald edwin, have clint, have all the nice ppl.. was sad to leave them.. went down hill.. a bit sad.. after dat in the basketball court saw the st pats. cool lehs; their song. stpats right stpats left.. den saw nadia in the jetty. ^^ saw clint oso.. the cch ppl i nv see liao.. after reach i saw hakim.. lol still as childish as ever. saw clint when waiting with edel tionghan.. den saw peien.. den waited together. edel cute lehs! her parents come she whoa, CHIONG like siao. lol. cute la, as always. the lil pampered princess. and there, i saw my father. *muacks.* i really wan hug him lehs. he carry my bag for me.. den somemore bring me to his car.. so sweet. as always; i love my father best in my whole family ^^
the end of atc ~..

PS.. whoa. and joan yinglin they all kan shang le each one shuai ge. joanie likes the HO. nice target. ^^.. yinglin lik dat joker CI.. lol.. one day bring joanie to chung cheng and peep at her shuai ge. :P

today.. school lehs~
^^ okok la. chinese part most funny. the tcher (gal, guy? gal la. LOL).. our class we laugh at her lik siao~!such a funnny tcher. lol... taiwaneise tcher la. cant blame her. ^^
went to meet andrew in rach's home.. hes so CUTE!!. at hes lik, 5 years old and can rmber MY NAME N JAMIE's NAME!! whoa cool!~ so cute la. andrew, we'll meet u again one day.. rmbr dat time call us hor ^^..
tmr.. no chinese. YEAS!

2006-07-05T17:46:00.000+08:00

SCH SO BORING.. again. :/
maths.. forgot wad we did..
PE. as wad jermaine call him, we followed to call him a chicopeh. but such an old age..? pe teacher? pro-ed. but one thing is, he didnt run. :/
lit.. keneth guy.. poor guy. :/ his parents la. zzz.. treat him so bad de.
D&t.. :/.. 3 periods of D&T LEHS. sian diao. somemore with mrs tan leh.
info tech. my computer in front of me crashed. oh well. :/.. shared computer with jamie. see how she play with the lil cute ninjas. lol..
ipw was crappy.. every computer i touch today (well... besides MY computer dat im using now) breaks down. crappy sch computers! i typed the ipw thing 2 times liao!! later must type the 3rd time. dam the sch computers. so OLD. :( make me waste all my time typing lehs.
after sch went to take a visit to see jamie's cat!! it grew so big!! lol. now more cute ^^
went home.. my mom at home again. universities all have 3days holiday de mehs.. -_-.. my mom got cramps.. sob :(.. my sis after finish her science fair in sch.. came back home with 2 mini lobsters! (forgot the name of it la. but i noe its a mini lobster. cos it looks like one.) they so cute lehs!!! u noe the lil bridge i use to deco the fish tank? i took and bring to the lobsters lehs. den dey really walk on the bridge!! so cute!! den they play with bubbles and tries to grab the fish food.. awww so cute.. :D
atc is 2 days away!!! :(.. i cant have a peaceful weekend anymore.. :(.. i wish on monday 1/2day. PLS MAKE IT ON MONDAY!! :( so i can pon the whole day for rest instead.

hw for the day
1. chinese. crap.
2. art. crappier.. :(.. 4 photos to shade lehs!
3. ipw. bleah.. at night den i do.

maybe u can help me think of what to put on the other hand?

2006-07-04T19:24:00.000+08:00

:/...today is tuesday~!! no feng lessons!!! :D..

maths: BORING concepts again.. a2=b2+c2..
english: tested sh for english. and lucky for him, he got full marks. and without him, i think i could have got 19/20. careless mistake. its werid.. everytime i see "e" as "o".. must thank him alot~ ^^
recess time i went to get ohp lehs. den ms chong nv use. :(.. now got THREE ohps here in class. :(
science was boring~.. boring.. some experiment on electricity only.
CE.. learnt about some AQ thing. and got 154 for my test. lol. i think i cheated.
history. i accdentally putted huiwen's mouse's whiskers out!!! poor mouse!! :(.. brought the mouse home; and sewed the whiskers back. i hope huiwen not angry :(.. sorry!!! :(:( history.. spent 1/2 the period trying to fix the whiskers back. but failed. ty jamie~ help me make he history project~ ^^
maths ws. me n joan we begin drawin instead. i drew the gal 1/2 complete.. she helped to draw the rest of the pic. :D.. such a talented girl!!

and after sch.. have to go np.. den, all 3 of us didnt turn up inthe end. stomach ache? cramp? headache? hehe.
~
my mom at home today :/ sad case.
just now very funnny. my mom she surf the net den anyhow click click all the "free stuff" advertisements. lol. and her computer in one day got all the spyware in. lol.. cute. until i went to stop her and cleared all the crap adwares n spywares away. and i told her not to ever click on the ads again. :/ even my sisters laugh at her. so cute my mom!~
after dinner i got pizza. see.. im stuffed!! sobs. can only see the pizzas eaten away~.. :(..
im growing fat oh so fat. :( i think i better go on diet :/

2006-07-03T11:56:00.000+08:00

o.o?
yesterday was sunday.. the normal sundays.. just see my grandparents and all..
cos my father he just graduated (lol.. but, yea.).. we got to go get a lil picture with the whole family. took so long just to take one tiny crappy picture. :/. go home, got scolding for not studying. in the end, my sisters n i started playing cards.. in secret. lol. so then i found out im the champion for daidee. and stress. :D.. i always win~

today..
holiday for all students. and my mom shes studying master degre.. so.. SHE HERE AT HOME SPYING ON US!! crapy.. cant do much on my computer. just now we saw wallace n gromit.. so cute :D.. lol. :/.. tried to play but i gave up trying to hide wad im doing. *sigh* dats the big prob of having a parent who study like u do. they too, got youth days. :(.. my father start work again today. which is good~ hopes he get promoted/ get a much much better job; better den under some crappy boss hu is bious, unfair and evil. :P

2006-07-01T21:25:00.000+08:00

ya right; i slept 14hours before waking up to meet rach.
met rach at 7-11 today at 12.30.. she a bit late; but dat, i dun blame her. i blame her hp's clock ><.. lol.. bought pink dolphin each.. den got some gobstoppers..
went to parkway.. we reached like, 12.45? lol ya. got 15min, we went to charmelion dere buy earrings.. den came back and saw the gals all there. den, cos its very earlly, we decided to at 2pm meet at the same place again. lol.. ya la, cos too much time. sian.. jamie la. we saw her lehs. she talk a while den went home le.. sob. den every1 broke away. left me n rach, yea. lol. cos we really nth to do, we got some prezels 1st for lunch. yummy.
after dat we walked around just eating our lunch; went to mini toons, den into all the nice shops we can find.. den went up to ice lemon tee, just to find cheryl and yushan there too. ^^.. after a looong time of walking here and dere doing nth and buying n buying food and snacks, we met every1 back. yushan opened up a box of sweets and gave rach the i<3singapore guess ="x.."><.. sob;;.. lol. actually because of the tummy ache i wana go home, but cos i dunwan abandon poor lil rach, i decided to stay on~ lol. half way through the bus rach n me were lik staring through the window den saw the group of 2c guys walking to the stadium. no money de mehs ~.~ bus oso dunwan take.. den they hopping through dis big drain lahs.. so lame..
after dat me n rach went toilet la. den got lost. haha. we den walked ONE WHOLE 3/4 round aroud the stadium. and guess wad? a BIG group of other tk students just blindly follow us. hehe.
when we reached, we saw a whole group of other class guys on our class. sia larhs.. our class dey still sit. chop their heads off!!! lol..
the 1st part was really boring lar.. its lik, 4-5 doing nth but wait? den after dat the UG groups marched in.. den blah blah.. prime minister.. blah.. den saw the bands from malaysia n thailand.. really la, i really feel our band is so much better den theirs. theirs kenasai.. ><.. but ya la, besides the volume part, the rest is nice. den our sch came out 1st. cheered lik siao.. sore throat liao~~~.. ><.. den was deyi, den bowen. hehe. our band 1st was formation of batman sign, den superman shield, den the star wars the helm.. den unicorn, den some temple. but very nice!!~
^^ and i tot we lost. i tot 20% chance we won only. lol.
deyi got the best band major. bowen's band was great so i really prayed we win.
and we did.
WE WON~! TANJONG KATONG SECONDARY WON THE BEST MARCHING BAND IN SINGAPORE THIS YEAR!!! muacks~ feel lik hugging every1. lol.
we won!!
ya la. in the end we all nid to go home.. me n rach saw the bus stop really full. so we decided to walk. lol.. walk very long lehs.. -.- i din noe it was DAT far.. lol. reached kfc.. den saw the 2c guys there. lol.. sorry mel, when u said hi i didnt noticed it until rach told me ><.. too busy thinking of other things i think. lol. den seeing the place SO crowded, we decided to go next door instead. macdonald's SO MUCH BETTER!! lol. im a typical supporter of macdonalds. i prefer mac~ ^^ and, its so much BIGGER and the queue is shorter. which is good ^^.
after buying fries n nuggets, we walked a distance before seeing rach's mom. saw gerald on the way.. he was lik, "yo! im lost!".. lol.. after dat rach's mom dropped me near sch. *thank you so much~*.. den from sch have to walk home..
VERY CREEPY LEH!!! I WALK IN A STREET TOO QUIET.. AAHH.. prayed the whole way back. so scary.. ><...
reached home den gave the saved up fries to my small sis.. she likes fries den started praising how kind i became. just for some small packet of fries. -_-.. next time if i wan make her happy shuld buy fries for her. hehe.
so here.. bloggin la..
!!!! why does he always raise that subject again.. :(.. sorry if i cold treated u.. :((.. jst dunwan talk about it anymore.. :((..
next week got atc.. :(((((((( aarrggs...
ya, if u reading la; next week i not free anymore.. sobs. have to cancel lehs. :(..
~
tk band rock!! :D

2006-06-30T19:14:00.000+08:00

yea. our week's everyday time table is disrupted, n there, FRIDAYS WERE RUINED.

so here is, one of the fridays totally ruined. :D

chiense slack. lol.. but got alot hw to do. sobs.
history was the normal history. nid to craft some ws for the class. :/
oh yea, raCh's de history project rawks!! she coloured her papers with coffee :P

english.. :/.. the compo la. "the day dat changed my life". hu wan to compete no. of words with me? i got 840++ :D.. lol.. but all the things i wrote is crap de.. de marks= crappy marks.
science.. the whole lesson wasted on stories n tales about getting electric shock. so lame.
me n rach we talking about shock pens. lol.
new south wales me n rach got distinction LEH!!!!!!!!!!!! yay!!! got 37/45.. the ppl dere printed my name wrong. oh well. :(.. so fendy was right after all :P..
after sch..
went to eat wif yinglin n joan outside.. :/ lol, two lil lunctics. all les de ><.. hehe.
npcc tkdo was 1st. crap la!! practice until sian diao den slacked.
next was campcraft. slack de oso la. sian.
den last part was.. results!!! ATC ON FRIDAY!!!! AARGGH NPCC U LIL.. !!!!!!!!!!! I TOT POSPONE TO AUGUST LIAO!!! WALOU.. :(..
and my whole dream of playing during the friday next week was *poof!!* gone. '
sob. SOB. SOB!!!!!!!

tmr for all the gals, if u havent recieve my msg on where to meet, pls sms me. :D..
tmr will be a very VERY tiring day again. aargg..

help me god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the sudden stream of unfortunate events will kill me. :(
must pray more.. :(

2006-06-29T20:58:00.000+08:00

thursday is the, most hated day of the 2C class. yeap.

1st period suposed to do chi ws de.. den the wad tk band cheering n organising took over. lol. and we didnt get to do any ws at all ~
geog.. lol....... boring lil subject again. we get to do pollution. yea. boring n dry topic.
recess was my turn to pick what to eat again. *i have no taste..* tmr would be rach's turn. :P
chinese was the FUN one. 1/2 a PERIOD GONE BECAUSE FONG NV GO UP CLASS.
whoa. talked to balbinder's bro (mr singh..) a while. so lame. den he call me call the class come early to clear the class. -_-
when fong come she was in good mood. which is good. she even told us stories. lol.
english was crap. tate mark n jamie la. sabo. have to go up talk about some rubbish about valcanos.
maths.. neew lil topic again. sob!!! a2=b2+c2.. sobsosb.. so hard.
art. nth much. i started to feel dat muimui isnt DAT bad after all.
really. she even made fendy the art rep. lol.
FENDY IS ART REP!!!! FENDY IS ART REP!!!! FENDY IS ART REP!!!!
FENDY IS ART REP!!!! FENDY IS ART REP!!!! FENDY IS ART REP!!!!
lol, i purposely put ths obvious.. so to irritate fendy himself.
art a whole crowd of guys no resources have to get scolding.
i guess they think muimui is really naggy. 20min nag lehs. lol.
went home with rach. lol. poor jamie, i duno if she actually went training...

home> eat>play>play>play> PLAY> msn> eat> msn> hw> blogging...

hmm? crappy life h0rs..
den.. u ppl think?
one girl.. likes this guy..
even if, IF the guy doesnt lik her back,
it doesnt matter at all.
den dis,
OTHER guy.. he likes dis gal?
is gal.. is to choose hu?

think, think..
im really.. in a dilemia..

things to do:
~~sci research~~
sign grn form
$30 for tkdo tmr..
history= touch up! :(
~~maths ws~~
~~sana papers..~~
pack bag
get tkdo n np stuff ready
think.. about what to do..

the end?

2006-06-28T21:31:00.000+08:00

oh well, i forgot about talking about today.
wednesday- the best weekday in the week.

maths is boring.
PE is volleyball. sean's group dey pass the ball de. cheat de!!.. den got 80 passes. cheat cheat!
lit.. i tot i forgot to bring book lehs. heng is under my table =x.. nid to copy so much things! hand pain ~.~
science.. (is DnT la).. zzz jamie predict wrong dis time. got him lehs. :(.. dnt so boring~.. i cant even draw a crappy box. hehe.
IT lessons.. nv even listen to tcher. hehe. cept for the part on the movie with the soldiers. cos the soldiers so cute. lol.
oh yea! i got 10 for IT! hehe!!! at 1st pratima was, "reg no.3 WORDS TOO SMALL." i was lik, oops. fail again. SIGH. den i look up, got 10! hehe! on the list it wrote= 10 (words too small).. hello? cock eye or wad.. me n rach went to try out my website again.. the words is JUST fine. i went to adjust the modes n make the wordings to the smallest size.. still visible la. zzz. but 10 la. good la. :))))))))
chongster lesson again.. pulau ubin =x.. fun la. get to use the computer n slack. lol. the 3 of us went to explore the computer.. we went to on the software on electromagnetism. ms chong came, saw our screen, den tallk, den walked away. another cocked eye person.. when she walk away we are lik, "HENG! she nv see wad we doing!"..
lol.. went home played a while.. den sleep, den dinner, den now doing hw..
sigh. i quit. ><..
sch sucks!!! stress stress stress...

things to do next:
its 30mins to 10.
the important things 1st, the less important stuff last.

chinese. find dat text book.
do maths ws.
research physics.
history. touch up!!
find a dark blu file for D&t..
pack bag
clear table
sleep.

2006-06-28T19:33:00.000+08:00

zzz
hwhwhwhw........
god if this goes on i'll sufffer.

SOMEMORE= my parents came home at FIVE. wtf.. normally is 7 lars. come home JUST TO INPECT US SOMEMORE!
THEY SHULD READ KEVIN!!!

study study study!!!
LIFE OF A TYPICAL GIRL IN SEC2 IN SINGAPORE!!!
i wished i was in neww zeland or australia instead.

!!!!!!!!!

2006-06-27T22:38:00.000+08:00

today.. another day of boringness of school?
yea. although no chinese but.. :/..
still cant say its boring to the extreme..

have to wear the heavy bagde to sch today.. -_- its really heavy. lik its gold plated or smth.
maths is really boring.. cant say much lars. but no one got to stand up to sing. which is good.
english.. talking session on books. FENDY got to be the UNLUCKY ONE. lol. he yesterday say, "cheh! no nid to do, i not gona be THAT unlucky." chongster called him he cant answer. lol.
lit was.. boring.. kevin dat lil twit.
science.. yea.. did some electro magnet thingy. me n jamie so angry on how stupid our battery was. rach's one was so strong ours so crap. lol.
ce,, got to CHANGE BACK TO OUR SEATS. OH GOD!!! !@&^#& NOW WAD, no one to talk liao!! jamie save our human rights!! (chongster.. heck her..)
history.. lol!!! ms sri so kind to us. give us extra 3 days to do project. yay.. can touch up n print AGAIN.
maths ws period.. din listen to mdm goo, she pass one qn, i just tick. lol..
sorry rach!!! i left u alone for remidiall... sorry!!! :(.. !! ahh!!!
see, i slept through dinner. now rushing on hw. SIGH..

!!!
homework not done:
-chinese. nid to read. read wad i oso duno.
-phy.. sian diao. i tmr go ask sj wad stupid website he went. crap google.
-history. nid to touch up.
- SPELLING. due next week la. just nid to rmbr.

oh yea!!
must thank azzy alot! :D he helped me get new hair in maple :/.. he very kind to me!! :D
dats it lars.. nid to update my blog links liao..
mel went to look at planetcrush.. dead liao. ah haha.
!!!! feel so tired!!

2006-06-26T19:33:00.000+08:00

hmm? sch again lehs!! waseh i really miss the times when i can wake up so late.. :(

2C changed timetables. *SIGH!!!* u know chinese right, last time is 3 days STRAIGHT chinese, den 4 days STRAIGHT no chinese at all. now!!! see la!!! ruined!! my 4 days chinese break is totally ruined ruined!!

thursday, being the MOST super MOST hated day of the class; had got more ppl joining this hatelisting group of 2C hate thurdays. thrusday sucks!!! :((.. and they made it worse. worse!!!

guess wad? the moment i went in the class, most of the ppl changed place. not me.. :/.. lucky for me, jamie grabbed the seat next to me!! yay!!! hehe. i at 1ts duno her lehs XD lol jk la. i STILL cant get used to jamie without her braces. funny huh.

and is my hair dat obvious?!!! every1 is lik, "HEY! u cut your hair isit!!!" eeks..

hmm? alot of hw also. chongster la make us do explaination thingy. ++ BOOK REPORT LEH! (NANI'S FAULT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!).............

pe was slack!!! hehe. 1st time got balbinder class can slack de hors. hehe

chem.. hmm? brain bao zha liaos. equations hurt my poot brain.

chinese was eww. mdm f came, blabber 5mins, run off. irresponsible. huimin n i played the voodoo doll on her.. lol.. zuo wen la. oso all crap work one. sure fail. hehe. fendy got bullied by me.. i used him as living dictionary :P make him finish his compo until so late

after dat have to rush the music project.. ms lu becoming vet nurse!! grats to her!! (at least.. she get a nice and better job den dat of a tcher..)

hw
bk report. i din read any stupid book at all during the holidays...
explaination text.. (half a fulscap..) anyhow do..
sana badge transfer agent thing.. zzz. only got 2 ppl.. how!!!
revise chem.. everything in a mess..
revise maths.. blur oso.. if dun revise tmr must sing in class!!! NO WAY!

dats it liao ba. anyone knows how much is that social studies wkbk? ><..
and wheres my maths set.......................................
arg!!! so much for day ONE! :(

2006-06-25T21:13:00.000+08:00

... whoa. so HENG I NV GO 2C GATHERING ARH!
god. i cant believe u ppl.. got so influenced so fast de. DRINK somemore! ....
peer pressured.. ppl, cant u just wake up?!...
lucky for me, i dont drink. and im never going to. too bad if u had already.. bad record huh..
huiwen lehs! y nv take care of her de!!! :(...
zzz.. u ppl ars.. nid ppl to control u den can de. haiz. -___-

tmr is sch liao.. sigh.. chinese hw? not done. heck man...

!!!! i cant believe it u ppl!!!

2006-06-25T11:31:00.000+08:00

i cant go for the 2c gathering. :(((((((((((
and its like, werid. 2c gatherin YET there are some ppl not invited. sad for them lehs.. its 2c los. invite them oso can wad.. :((

2006-06-24T17:53:00.000+08:00

today..
parents at home. sigh.. lol.
study and do history like siao.. :(..
after a loooooooong while of studying i asked mommy, "mom, i play a bit can?" den she SCOLDED and said no. injustice!!! :(
dats how we children grow to love the nights.. cos at night every1 sleep den play. sigh. modern kids. :/..
lol. ya la, i cant do much today. cos of parents..

2006-06-24T10:27:00.000+08:00

yesterday was at home lars.. for the whole day..
cept for the part when my sis cryin over her loss of money and hair (maple hair lars... -_-) until i pity her and went out bought some stupid card for her. my$10!!! next week shes gona pay me $5.. the other $5, pay me out of little favours.. :/.. see la, i broke liaos.. total she wasted $12 of MY money! :(..
den lik in the afternoon? got some prank call from aman (well, azri tells me its him.. ) den he was lik, 'hello, are you ms lau? u have bought some golden buda.. ' -_- at 1st i tot is my mom's one.. cos i not christian so i dun buy these things.. shes buddist, so, yea. den after a while den i keep saying wrong no. zzz. i think i really replied stupidly larhs. lucky i found out its a prank call.. lol.. clever me :/ lol. later he went to frame kkw.. as if i duno la.. kkw was JUST beside me in the maple world.. den i directly ask him if he prank called me.. -.- i feel so stupid. lol.
the history work, ppl, dun ask me. i really duno!!!.. suddnely so many ppl asking me on how to do the history project.. i havent even touch mine. today im gona work on it.
:/.. was bored so listed out with my sis the number of mangas and anime i read/watched total in these 2 years. 8mangas and 14anime.. lol.. my sis read more den me :/..
yesterday nat came back. which is i happy thing. wing oso.. cos of the 2xexp? i think so. lol.. took a snapshot of the whole of ohana dat night.. :)

2006-06-21T23:25:00.000+08:00

><.. done. so bored.
i HAVE TYPED!! ><. the end

2006-06-20T19:32:00.000+08:00

Eight characteristics of my dream guy/girl.. (tagged by azri..)
okay.. i've changed, so this list also have to change. ><..

1. sweet caring nice
2. love me. and i love him..
3. tall? handsome? not too quiet?
4. doesnt sweet talk. heheh.
5. never lie..
6. doesnt murder ppl, steal, smoke, etc etc...
7. fun?
8. mustnt be a heartless/ cold guy..

done? ><..

yesterday cased closed! azzy doesnt hate me no more. which is good; i treat him as a big bro :D.. sgx oso doesnt hate me anymore. lol.
tkdo yesterday was tiring; so i decided not to do hw. lol.. today have to stay at home. actually i decided to do history de. den forgot. and played. too addicted to my computer? heehee.
tmr i nida go for that suna course thingy.. where the heck is sengkang cc can some1 tell me.. ><.. i will be gone till FIVE pm.. zzz.. waste my time.. yinglin save me!!! i duno how to go there!!!
for the 2C gatherin thingy; yea la. my mom dun allow. so for those ppl hu hoped i was there; sorry!!! :(.. i tried my very best to beg my mom!!! :(((..
can some1 tell me wad to do for chinese hw? :/.. i wana noe.. :(..
was too obsessed with my camera. lol. it was sitting there for 2 months until recently i start to use it.. i didnt know cameras could be that fun to play with. lol. you know how boring i am..

took a photo of abalone. (my sis named it.. not me). and yea.. dat hat belongs to me. the stuffed toy doesnt come with it. (if it does, i think i'll be cuter.. too bad the designer nv thought of that.)

dere was a singnet problem just now.. all singnet users all dced. lol. (including me..) my sister cursed the internet so badly. lol. unstable internet.. i'll sue singnet if this happen again. lol. jk.

2006-06-19T00:35:00.000+08:00

so late liao. lol.. 12:32am.. ><.. aiyo.. waiting for my sis's sims2 to instal finish.. listening to my mp3.. :P.. nth to do.. tmr got tkdo. zzz...
tmr: 1st thing in the morning, beg my mom if can go the class gathering.. haiz. i really wana GO!! :(.. 2nd thing in the morning, breakfast. :/ i wana cook this time.. breakfast is always so crappy. i'll show my maid wad a REAL breakfast is like. hehe. 3rd thing in the morning.. hmm.. switch on my computer? hehe.. frozen throne 2nd campiagn until now still cant finsh.. must finish tmr.. :D slaugter the nagas. hehe. after dat.. i wana go 7eleven get some coke.. and milk chocolate oso. ><.. den.. pack for tkdo barhs.. den.. go sch.. den come home play computer... check my mailbox tmr barhs.. sure to have 50+ unread mails.. :/..
today was boring.. went to my grandmother's house.. had a hard time getting claudia to rmbr my name. lol.. shes 4 only lars. cant force ><.. after dat went suntec.. boring de lars. go dere lik the 300th time already. like every sunday always go there de. :(.. den went marine parade sotck up in.. my pens! hehe. pens= $40 lehs!! no one can imagine how many pens we bought.. for the 3 of us jascynjul la. lik $12 for each of us. bought so many pens at one go. we lil money wasters!!! ><.. after dat went home liaos.. played frozen throne cos reign of chaos all the campaign all done.. so boring :/.. den play maple.. the whole guild was chaotic lars. den they dare to even flame me. zzz.. azzy lars. hu ask him go lie say he tio hacked.. :(.. den sgx believe him somemore. :(.. kaiwei larhs. so late den on9. zzz.
lol. i going to sleep already.. bye :D.. boring hor today. tmr will be better. :/...

2006-06-18T13:07:00.000+08:00

HOMEWORK!!!!! :(..

thanks to the help of justin, i managed to finish the acid essay in 10minutes. kekeke.
chinese no one knows wad to do. so i heck too.
lit.. stillhavent do a thing yet. nid to do TWO essays!! sobs..

:(..
see!!!!!!! :(:(:(:(

2006-06-17T20:16:00.000+08:00

yea! went to malaysia today. yea la; for a few hours only larhs. lol..
but still; malaysia. better den singapore. :P.. at least had some time to go out!! hehe..

bought some pretty sweet sneakers on the way. and my sis pulled me to cut my hair. no way! :(.. and it came out totally s.u.c.k.y!!!!!!! eews.. shuldnt go to cut my hair anymore. :( sob. when i go sch i better put more clips to disguise my hair. :((((((.. god..
and guess wad? my elder sis love her new hairstyle. :(.. okay lars. i agree her hair is nicer den mine. :(.. lol..
pictures are worth more den a thousand words?

here is.. the causeway? o.o dats my sis n i
heres my maid and my other sis

2006-06-16T18:48:00.000+08:00

SCROLL DOWN= see!! see how much i type! :P

OK. start from day one oF the camp. because of my lil sis, my 4 page long blog on the camp is ruined yesterday. and i really intended to strangle her. lol..

day one

went to sch and the 1st person i met was joan. she say im late. ><... fall in just on time. our temporary squad ics: maam jolene and jasmine (dats my sis name!! so i rmbr her very well. lol.) and sir terence and daiweng. and sec2s.. u noe us la. we do every single method to smuggle our hp/ sweets in. and yinglin n joan so gullible go really gave up their hp. sigh.. lol. after dat we had the 1st ever accident in the camp. just 30min camp start= 4-6 casualties already. lol. we runnin to the flag pole den suddnly *PIANG!!* the stop sign fell, jinyi fell, gwen fell on her, tiong han fell the most.. serious one. his nose below bleed leh!!! den his hand somemore cuts everywhere. den somemore he look at me lik not hurt or anything de. so manly. lol. we got 3B as our bunk. which is; good. cosat night got either 3A or 3C kena. the middle class would be always safe. hehehe. after dat we group into our 9 diff groups. kena group5; with only me n gwen the only gals. which is, a very bad thing. the guys mistreat us. lol.. out of thinking juices, we thought of the group name strikers. (related to fifa world cup de. haiz) bleah. wad a lame name. fayizan's group ( oso yinglin's group) the group name very funny la. kickballs. who ever thought of that must be a very polluted guy. and its mr bean. not surprising; his mind is always DIS sick. joan's group got bradonalds. lol; creative. the only sec2 guy in our group was wen jern. he not guy de la. see him; more shy den a gal. *sighs in pity*.. the sec1s are edwin, desmond, nicolas and hanxiong. all so quiet de lo. crappy group. even ma'am say the gals are so much more entu den the guys. LOL.. campcraft later was fun.. sir nicholas and his english accent. can be english teacher liao wor. hahahaha. after learnin the lashings he was us to play wif his talking bottle.. so lame. but funny. lol.. $18 bottle ><.. he kept it like treasure. after dat we played the web of thoughts. waste so much twine. and maam dey all play with us. LOL. slackers!! ><.. and guess wad, i think we slacked our way through the whole campcraft lesson. hmm? and den was lunch. rations! :(.. the guys slack. bringing the rations to the place=gals. fire starting= gals. cooking= gals. washing= gals. cleaning=gals. serving=gals. eating= GUYS. wad kind of rule was dat!!! :(... zzz.. after dat buk inspection maam all agree dat our bunk very clean :D.. after dat was... pt?!! i almost got a shock in my life lo. afternooon got pt de mehs. zzz.. it wasnt bad la. did the 5 stations. 1st was leg lifting, which was easy. ><.. jiechiong felt unwell and had to go home. haiz. 2nd was knuckle pushups. which was easy for us gals. lol. i felt it easy lo. 3rd was jumping jacks and also star jumps. after jumpin we had to play a rmbring game.. rmbr the names of the ppl in group 5 (my group) n6 (kickballs. bleah). after dat we started shouting our group name to let the whole hall hear us. it came out as; "STRikers!" "kickballs!" "strikers!" "kickballs!" wtf.. the maams and sirs hu heard us were laughin lik mad.. strikers kick balls.. ><.. so sick. lol. 4th station was situps. den sir nicholas taught us some new word metrosomething fun. sigh. english teacher. lol. after dat he wan play talking bottle again. sigh. 5th station was bench pt. oh god. tiring. drills are crap. u noe the salute walk drill? our ICs had to demo 5-10 times JUST to get THEIR drill right. they cant even dem lo wtf. tiong han he.. aiyo.. he almost fainted. which was serious so very serious. and guess wad? even ivan's legs grew in that one hour. lol.. he had to request for new shoes. so funny. leg suddenly grew so big. sian. after dat was singing. duno y the sec3s love singing so much. *sigh..*.. but itwas fun la. there was a stream song was funny.. when the part we sang "g4y" the whole sec2 squad quickly point at fayizan. zz. poor lil guy. AS IF!.. lol. after dat was dinner. me jingyi n gwen we ran to bathe 1st. hehe empty bathroom. can bathe. lol. whn me n gwen came bck we saw our group 5 de ppl (sec1s) ran away. dey never even COOK FOR US!! so bad!! ungrates!!!.. lucky got wenjern got help us clear for the SEC ONES. *sighsigh.* saw yuggy on the way. he all mud leh!!! lol!!.. >.<><.. after dat night maze i did nth but follow gwen cos she tell me hold her tight. oh well. sian like siao. den after dat we "sleepwalked" back to our bunks and slept. smsed a bit la. poor sis have to wake up and talk to me and hear me ramble about wad happened the while day. and guess wad; my back ached. 1st time in my life i felt dat acheness leh! sob. im growing old!.. day TWO. woke up at 6.10. heng got time to brush teeth and wash face. :P.. 1st thing in the morning!= PT. sigh. warm up den did 3 stations. 1st station= duckwalk (painpain!!) , 20 pushup, 20 situps. and i was sweating. heng our group win the 1st place. which is very lucky of us. lol. 2nd station= run, 20jumping jack, run, 20 situp, run, 20 pushups. and tahdah. 1st again. oh so lucky us. 3rd station was carry bench, den do bench pt, den run, den jumping jacks, den run back, carry back the benches. sigh. this time we draw with the other 3 grps. and no nid to do punishment. YEA! :D. breakfast was nice. milo (yummy!) and bread. band larhs. steal our place. (growls).. after dat was lecture. it was; so BORING!!!.. and i think 90% of the whole sqaud slept. wana bet? lol. drills again. sian. lunch again.. dis time; we had to finsh up ALL the rations. oh god!!.. den suddenly our sweet group5 started to help so entu. (maybe because got food to eat??) lol.. it rained. ohwell. den shifted place.. had a food party leh. so much to eat, so lil time. lol. but it was great. the sec1s helped to finish most of our food. hehehe. dis time i washed for the sec1s cos they so angelic. lol. joan commenting on the band getting icecream to eat. oh well. boo to npcc for no icecream. but the band never saw our luck much later ^^.. have to pick up the mee from the drains!! SOB. got my hands all soggy and dirty!!!.. drills again. maam wan us get the drills so right. behenti oso nid to correct us. sigh sigh. our hentak song was lik, "commentable" but was still so so sooo good compared to the sec1s. and our maam n sirs all so happy with us for setting such a nice example! :P.. den hentak for so long to master it. poor legs. we saw the band eating icecream INFRONT of us. BLEAH!. ":(.. after dat was.. games!!!! waseh! even maam n sirs dey all top up the water bombs until FULL brim leh!! nice sia. played n hit tionghan on the back.. ++yinglin too. hehe. saved so many precious bombs lo. ><.. after dat we have to go under rotanda den discuss for the campfire skit. oh well. so wet somemore!! lol. our group cheer we changed it 100% differently, thanks to help of our maam :D.. at least wont be until so malu. ><.. after dat practiced lik siao la. den dinner!!! yummy!!!! decent food after a looooooong time. nasilemak leh!!! too bad band never see us eating our dinner :D.. after dat campfire!!! i smuggled yinglin's coke bottle down. for the skit larhs. saw the sec4s.. lol.. the campfire was fun.. sang lik siao.. den the groups act very cute.. yinglin's one was funniest. tribal dance?? lol.. den dance round the fire singing "brazil" and "kickballs".. SURELY the sec4s will laugh like hell la! lol. joan's bradonald group was funny. i think when joan said fila intead of fifa, every1 laughed. lol.. typical joanie. lol. fatin's group was funny; dat grandfather act really GOOD. and fatin relaly act lik some infilial child. lol. our group get to act last la. cheered 1st. was crap. the "nananana" part we supoosed to sing we all forgot the tune, so we skipped it. oh well. the skit was lame. desmond he no leg stregth de leh! kick oso can kick half court only. zzz.. heng got me if not die. lol.. at least not so malu la. even maam dey say at least we not the worst. ><.. lol... after dat was PART2 of the campfire. get to go audi. lol..!!

saw the lil movie for the sec4s.. so sweet.
after dat we went down to canteeen. and.......... guess wad??

CAKE~! yummy!!! muacks to sec4s. they gave audy a cake for her bdae (day2 WAS really her bdae) she thought she wouldnt have a chance to eat cake dat day.. but tadah! hehe. thankyou sec4s! after dat was... guess wad?!!! night walk! yea!
oh well. at least; AT LEAST i got DESMOND for my partner!! yea! if not if i duno the person i will be dam paiseh de loz. lol. desmond brave larhs. pro ghost hunter. one day can be ghost buster. he not scared de lo. hehe. 1st station was nt dat scary. den 2nd was under the stairs tech block.. nt fun de.. den top was more scary la. music rm funny.. pt-i all there. they treaten to give us mroe pt. lol.. ><><.. den maam she wear some "vampire" suit. so funny! she stare at me i laugh at her back. heeehee. even desmond say they so fake de lo! ><.. after dat ran up to the computer lab there. heehee. sir down there he slammed the file down so scary.really lo. he was lik, "WHAT ARE YO DOING HERE" so LOUD den slam his file den i screamed. den after dat he smiled den laughed at me :(.. after dat.. went to 1E dere.. me n desmond duno where the sec3s are so we actually OPENed 1E door and almost go in. i saw the shape of a vampire standing there at the corridor but ignore it until the last moment when i push desmond in front and ask him if dat was a human or statue. ><.. i feel so lame. but she dam scary la. NEVER MOVE an inch de!!!... after dat sir tot we lost orsmth den ran out and pulled us to take attendace. sigh. took off the fun. ><... after dat went down to basketball court la. walkwalkwalk suddenly BOO. waseh! i screamed den desmond laugh at me :(.. aiyo.. i sec2 liao leh!!! still so childish. lol. after dat went to 1Ccorner dere (very sian la) den went to last station den slept dere. oh well. over. i still like last year the night walk so much better la!! :(.. zzz. after dat.. met joanie and yinglin.. den talked until 3+ with gwen and tionghan.. den went to bunks and slept. haiz.. and u noe la. if u sleep at 3= u have only 3 hours of sleep. and so...... DAYthree. WE WOKE UP LATE. omg. 6.30 must fall in.. and we woke up at 6.30.. CANT EVEN BRUSH TEETH. omg. morning pt was crap again.. dis time was RUNNING. and i really wana faint. but yeala. day2 de more tirring. lol. breakfast was YUMMY!!!another meal of packed food. so heavenly!.. games again! YEA!!! team bonding games la. 1st was captain's ball. we lose la. thanks to that SUAY position of the chair. no fengshui one!.. den we but hanxiong on the chair lo somemore. so lame la! he basketballer.. :(.. so wasted. grup7 win la. shawn and her MAGNETIC HANDs!!! i wana chop them!! arg!! (jk :P) ++ sherwin and akhmal somemore. sherwin ar.. red card once. bully my dearie peien!!! he tripped on her la!!! so violent!! after dat another game la. protect wad shoes.. den i lie down on the shoes with gwen. and guess wad?!! fayizan dat pervert pulled my shirt out leh! eee pervert!!!.. den the sec1s dey oso anyhow touch de.. ><.. but they sec1s la. i let them off. FAYIZAN i gona kill him.. den kian han la. IF he didnt CHEAT LAST MINUTE, OUR GROUP WILL HAVE WON! IDIOT GUY!!! after dat= area cleaning. clean toliet (aiya, maam n i +gwen we slack de larhs).. den helped clean so many classes!! den did some drills den went to see the sec4s perform the ceremoney.. sob. (they dam cool la! last part so punk).. sec1s have to pick the itty bits of the sec4 poppers. hehee!! after waiting for soooooooooo loong.. the sec4s came and gave us our goodies!! hehe. dey even took pics wif us!! :D:D.. (must thank joanie for this! she gave me the acess to the pictures!)

formal?

informal :P

after dat sir leonghock he read sir zongyao's loooooooooooong letter. so funny.. lol.. he even added a "love, zongyao. *MUACKS*" at the end of the letter. LOL dam funny lo. den sir zong yao from the crowd farrfarr away suddenly ZOOM come all the way infront and argue saying he never added the muacks. lol..
aiya. so tiried of writing.. afetr dat sec4s go liao.. sob.. den yalarhs. go home. brought home dis cute hp chain. npcc de lor!!! waseh its so cute!! :D:D:D..
after everything went home larhs. *mucle ache ~.~*.. go home got feast. lol. drink all the coke n sprite n eat chocolate >< yummy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

de end of camp larhs.

ysterday intended to go wif ben out to east coast de.. but den cant walk.. somemore i dun dare larhs. lol.. sorry ben!!! den stayed at home healing my poor legs. (and back oso larhs.)

tday my leg sitll aching. omg.. lol. (im really DIS weak okays.).. hehe.. azzy he lost 13mil in maple n quitted. oh well. i think of funding him till hes lv60. still got 6mil anyways. its surprising larhs. in 7days i can get a lv 37 warrior :P.. huray to me. tmr im going OUT!!! i cant stand it here anymore!!! heehee. suffocating house. 2days staying at home can kill me. i wana get out :(.. and i wan see garfield 2 oso.. :D:D:D.. see when i free ba. den pull my sis along. hehe.

i wana go malaysia. singapore is getting boring.

byesx~ :D

2006-06-15T19:44:00.000+08:00

idiot sister. see la. i type 4 pages long of wad happened in the camp and guess wad? dat bitch purposely went to delete it off. fk her la.

want to blame, go blame dat bitch in my room.

and im NOT gona type anything anymore today.

2006-06-10T16:34:00.000+08:00

>.< long time never post liao. too B.O.R.E.D.
boring old house everyday.. and somemore not allowed to go out. so sad. :(

sian sian sian....
play everyday so sian
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and on monday got npcc camp. oh god. :( another round of suffering. for 3 days straight!!!!! arghs..

2006-06-02T22:43:00.000+08:00

so boring at home. :(..
i feel so sleepy.. >_<.. and tired and bored and hungry ~.~ so many things happenin to me even when its a holiday. *sighh..* everything is so.. complicated.. everything.. cept one very happy event happened la; i disband my guild and rejoined ohana. and i earned a new brother! :D.. so happy. and also got esther shield >.<.. zzz. other then dat, in real life, i managed to read de lit text finish and tell my mom dat i "did my homework".. and she really believe me! :D..

tmr im going out. i'd better. or i will rot at home. rot, rot, rot. >.>... maybe go parkway or somewhere near ba.. get some fresh air.

zzz. zzz.. zzz... whats so special about me??? i dun see anything special about me at all..

2006-05-31T23:28:00.000+08:00

lol.. kay la, for today, ive been an angel! lol. i didnt sneak out! LOL..

morning, i was lik reaaaaaaaaaly sleepy. i woke up, and asked my parents, can i go out? dey said no, and i fell asleep until 12. LOL.. den, ya la. i begged dem to let me go on the phone. lol. and u noe me la. act so angel until dey allow. (hehhee.)
me n jamie we met at the mrt la. den i was late, cos dere was no key to open the door. until i found my precious key dat i lost looong ago. zzz. make jamie wait lol. in the mrt we went to talk with rach.. she cant go.. have to babysit her bros. haiz. met yushan n cheryl. yea :D. den saw yinglin chiobu! :P.. den saw renie (sp? lol.), joan and wenxin.. den we went to the resort together.. lol.. play bowling dere.. keep changing the names of the 5 ppl hu bowl.. very funny.. yinglin become oneh oneh! >_<.. lol jamie ahma/chiobu.. wx was shu nu.. sophisticated gal (sp?)den joan was bdae gal! lol.. :D.. gutter so many times. i udno how to bowl la. get 9 = tyco. lol. den joan went to mix all kinds of eergh.. disgusting chili soup. LOL. even add tissue inside leh! eew.. lol. after dat went arcade.. den played until like siao. lol. later we went to play the playground (childish hor.. LOL.. but very fun).. lol. even played catching.. aftr dat went to eat den went home lo.. >_<.. kekee.. i went back to ohana! yay! kekeke.
`cyn (in a good mood!! :D:D::D:D::D:D:D::D:D:D:D)

2006-05-30T22:14:00.000+08:00

can u believe it?? im gona be CIP REP. siao!! sobsob.. joan n yinglin sabo.. :(
and the training camp totally SUCK. really.
ysterday was lik, me n jamie were bored to death in school!! zzz.. the only thing duno y made us laugh until stomach ache is dat time arzi pile up all the boxes and dropped them.. i tot y jamie was laughing den after dat we found out that great minds think alike- we thought of cinderella at that moment of time. lol? >_<.. we mean dat lil mouse piling up corn dat scene in cinderella.. so funny.. azri is like a joker. lol.. the rest was crap la. den games dat time we all cheat one. *sighh*
geez.. cooped up at home.. cant wait for tmr can go out. lol. creep out of house one. i ask permission my parents dont allow me go out. sob!! nd i got 41 in the whole level (reach my aim liao..) and my parents call me stupid. -.-" now dey dun allow me go out. zzz.. dey wan my marks all top5-10. siaozers. so tmr ar. set. im gona get out of this stupid house.
today cant get out of this house.. whole morning (and night) stuck on my computer. damn sian lo. pangya feel bored (played wif azri).. so-OUT. maple? boring la so-OUT. warcraft/dota.. boring like siao-out. clear up files..- really really; who can tolerate this boringness?- out. making weblayouts?- stuck at one stupid idiot code dat piss me off totally- so out. play songs on the computer?- out. photoshop?- out. gunbound?-BLEAH. boring. out. raycrash-out. downloading stuff- out. surf net- out. msn chat- out. EVERYTHING IN MY COMPUTER IS SO BORING!!! boring boring boring BORING!!!!!!!!
zzzz... now still stuck with that menu bar code.. in my head for so loong.. still cant find a way to solve it. zzz... blogging now.. after blogging i'll be bored to death again. without my computer- even more boring. see? im cooped at home with only computer i can do smth with. i checked the fridge for almost the 10th time today cos dere's nth else to DO!!!!.......

who can tolerate this boredness? TELL ME!!! (SOB!!!!!!!)

2006-05-27T14:23:00.000+08:00

maybe..

maybe..
maybe..
maybe.

ysterday (friday)
yea.. went to sch meet jamie.. den saw richny n yushan, den gerald. lol. den go it lab do finish our stuff.. after dat went parkway.. came back to sch very late :x..
bleah. the sci thingy was crap. lol. den go home wif the chain and ring thing. play like siao.. :X.. oh well. went home den go for dinner.. for the 1st time dis few months i saw my whole family (relatives and all).. ahling jiejie her bf very funny. lol.. eat prawn whole leh!! (hes a machine!!!).. den go home read campcraft notes until slept. lol.

today (saturday..)..
my dream was so sweet!!! i want it to happen in real life.. but i think wont one. haiiz.. den rushed to sch.. met huimin lol. den saw rach, yinglin and joan.. campcraft test was a killer!!!!!!! arg.. zzz..
my sisters call me a slut.. (SOB!!!!!!!!!!).. i oso duno y la. zzz.
my life is dis bad. sob sob sob.

all my fantasy exist in only.. my dream. my fantasy. my happiness. in my dreams.

2006-05-25T20:34:00.000+08:00

I WANT TO SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!

maybe im right, maybe im wrong..
i dunoe.. maybe i chose the wrong road down.

jamie huiwen n yushan ponned today. oh well. maths was okay. it was GEOG the whole prob comes out. well... yea. mrs chen la. make me fall into this whole truble. SHE WAS DOING THIS STUPID PSYCHOLOGICAL TEST. DEN QN 3 I ANYHOW PUT FENDY'S NAME DEN FENDY READ MY PAPER REALLY TOT I LOVE HIM. WTH LA... now i fell into another big big biiiiiiiiiig hole again. just managed to clamber up of the 2nd BIG hole in my life den suddenly i feel into another.

now is. i really want to end dis fallin into holes problem.. i really envy so many ppl. huimin, yinglin, rach.. so lucky ppl!!! no probs to face, no traps to fall into, no dead ends to hit.

maybe it is just fate? maybe its always fate..? maybe its fate. just all fate.
maybe its fate i have to love him so much.
and is fate that i have to undergo through so many sufferings..

sorry. really very very very sorry. to everyone.